(vaguely off-topic curious-Jess moment: I have an odd habit of keeping a friend's name but skipping origins on it if the rhythm seems to me to fit the person better--"Dave" becomes "Daffydd"; "Joseph" becomes "Giuseppe". Would it make your sense of self twitch to be addressed "Seamus" if it were by someone who had great affection for you?)
This connection I have with Ben feels like it's altering me radically and it's got me constantly spinning -- I feel like I'm in a transdimensional whirlwind and I have no idea where I'm going to end up or what I'm going to be when I get there. I've felt deeply moved by connections before, even like I was metamorphosing, but never like I was shifting so fast I couldn't mark the stages. I'm just letting it shift me, watching with my eyes as wide as they'll go, living this alchemy as fully as I can. And oh, so thrillingly ecstatically loving it.
I can identify with this SO much. It's scary and exciting at the same time.
awww. ♥ you are always so proactive about your life. so sweet! :) your new experiences with ben sound so wonderful! i hope life returns what you give! best of luck with your new experiences. there's always new lessons to be learned :) ♥
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I can identify with this SO much. It's scary and exciting at the same time.
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awww. ♥ you are always so proactive about your life. so sweet! :) your new experiences with ben sound so wonderful! i hope life returns what you give! best of luck with your new experiences. there's always new lessons to be learned :) ♥
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