dream (joy to dancing about living in old room) / my old room in my bioparents' GA house

[belenen]

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[sidheblessed]

It sounds like it was a beautiful sanctuary for you.

[belenen]

yes indeed ♥

[painted_dreams]

I feel that same way about my childhood home... My grandparents sold our old house for a newer one. My room in that house was my favorite place to be.

Part of the reason I am going back home to Hawaii is how connected I feel there... The ocean, the sand and the air is so different then anywhere else and just warms me.

I hope someday soon you get to go back to your space and home.

[belenen]

how connected I feel there... The ocean, the sand and the air is so different then anywhere else and just warms me

yes, exactly! ♥

[kschap]

From an earlier comment you made to someone else:

"My biofather was very blood-prejudiced, constantly telling us that we were a nation and that everyone else would fail us and that friends were nothing next to family and shit like that, which I believed for a long time."

That is how much of my family is. I'm struggling to free myself of the same ideologies. :P

(I did read this entry and loved your description of the room! I feel like I'm diverting the whole point of the post or something, haha... but man, that comment just spoke to me.)

[belenen]

well thank you for saying so! ♥