Comments | belenen: crazy whirlpool of emotion / new friendships / my lil sis moved in-state! / worry about hannah

belenen

crazy whirlpool of emotion / new friendships / my lil sis moved in-state! / worry about hannah

Feb 13, 2007 07:18

I've been in a constant whirl of emotion for the past few weeks... I feel a little insane, sometimes a lot insane. I feel like I am living on fast-forward, everything intense, complex, compact, exponentialized. SO. MUCH. is new! Three brand-new face-to-face friendships with people I feel a deep connection with, plus two more people who are ( Read more... )

hannah, lj friends, kazi, sabr, growth, ace, friendship, music, those passing through

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woah_the_kettle February 14 2007, 07:13:23 UTC

You sound thrilled with life.

How intensely beautiful!

I love feeling that way. I miss it when its gone to the point of pain. Feel amazing with everything and squeeze every last drop of good feelings as you can until you get poured another glass.

I love you.

belenen February 22 2007, 14:42:56 UTC

♥ I love you too and thank you for your beautiful words ;-)

free2be February 14 2007, 20:51:13 UTC

For the relationships, have you tried using affirmations?

Something like, "I am now easily making friends. They are the way they are and I am the way I am and it's all good."

Getting that kind of thought into your head (by repeating it often to yourself) opens you to the possibilities of that thought.

If that thought should become more dominant than your current thoughts--which you are fearful of--the new thought will easily "win". You'll see yourself "be" what your dominant thought base is.

belenen February 22 2007, 14:44:11 UTC

good point! yes. I think what I am feeling is pretty natural, and it's not messing things up, but I would probably be happier with a bit more control over my thoughts. ;-)

free2be February 22 2007, 21:12:12 UTC

I'm not big on "control" however it's like if we aren't controlling or handling our thoughts then I guess the opposite might be true...our thoughts are controlling us!

(I think they always do anyway to some extent.)

So IF thoughts affect us at all, it may as well be on our own terms you know. Which is the reason for a believable affirmation that sets the kind of tone we want.

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belenen February 22 2007, 14:44:35 UTC

♥ You are amazing, you know that? *lovelove*

sidheblessed February 18 2007, 05:05:22 UTC

*hugs* I know how much it hurts to be a long way away from a friend you ove as dearly as you love Hannah. I am glad thoguh you have such great face to face friendships - lucky you!

Also, it's really god tat your sis is now somewhere safe. that's the most important thing i think.

belenen February 22 2007, 14:45:12 UTC

thank you for being happy for me! and I am sooooooooooo glad that lil sis is safer ♥