Let me just begin by saying that I really hate missing people (especially my friends.)  It makes me sad.  I'm just so mad that everyone I care about lives 20 minutes away from me and most of them don't want to "waste the gas" to come see me.  I guess for me I can never get enough of them and I wish we could spend like everyday together.  I need a ( Read more... )

I'm not going to make this post very long but I just felt the need to say that it really sucks when someone hates you for no reason, especially when they don't even know you.  And the only thing that could judge you on is how you say hi and how are you.  It's just so stupid when someone thinks they see something in you but they couldn't be more ( Read more... )

( Adventures in Greece )

pamthelamb: why do you always like the jerks
pamthelamb: i'm really mad at him
pamthelamb: i wanna to push his nose into his face

Thank god for my friends.


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I kind of hate how things work or in my case don't work themselves out.  I think I'm too accepting and trusting.  If you say something to me or make a promise I remember them and take them to heart.  I just wish things would work out for me.  I can't seem to get ahead in life.  I also decided that I'm gonna stop talking to a few people because all ( Read more... )

I've come to grips with reality.  The only people I can really count on to be there for me are the people who know I'll be there for them.  I've had a really confusing and hard week and now that I can see the truth, I feel somewhat relieved.  I'm also glad that I waited.  I thought the friends I made would last for a while but it only seems to be a ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated to tell you all about prom.  It was freakin' amazing.  I'm so glad I went with Evan because it was the best night I've had in a while.  Not only was it good to be going with a big group but it was also really important that I went with someone I feel really comfortable with.  I hope my pictures turn out well because as my mom ( Read more... )

I hate all of the pity that people are giving me and I hate this feeling.  Why can't things just work out for once?  Why can't I have a turn? 

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to ( Read more... )

My nails are done, I'm tan, my hair is dyed, I have my shoes, jewelry, garter, purse, and my dress and although I feel great right now I'm really scared about two things.  1.) My hair looking like barf and 2.) Ashley (a girl in my group who has the same dress as mine in pink) will look so much better than me.  This prom business is so stressful.  I ( Read more... )