Handwritten Thoughts (sequel of Sticky Notes Kyuhyun version)
Title: Handwritten Thoughts
Author: bel13venprom15e
Pairings: KyuMin, slight YeWook, KangTeuk, HanChul, and Eunhae if you squint.
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the fic.
Summary: Kyuhyun wonders where Sungmin went off to, and now he finally knows.
WARNING: Character Death (I’m soooo sorry again ;-;)
“Hyung.”
“Hmm~?”
“What’s wrong? You’re crying.”
“O-Oh… Nothing. But, promise you’ll always love me, okay Kyu?”
“Of course I promise. You’re my Min.”
I stared down at the pink cherry blossoms I left before me. I wondered to myself. Why wasn’t I crying? I read the name and bit my lower lip, causing blood to come out. I didn’t want to cry. The fourteen members gathered again with me, as Donghae and Eunhyuk both put their arms around my shoulders as comfort. If I wasn’t oblivious to what was wrong with you, I wouldn’t be here to leave behind flowers. I’m sorry. This was my entire fault in this situation.
It seems like most of our partners are leaving. Kangin leaving Eeteuk for the army. Hankyung leaving Heechul to leave SM and go back to China. Kibum leaving Siwon to pursue his acting career. That’s four people who have left their love. I understood Kangin hyung’s reason, but I just couldn’t believe the other two.
Are you happy now? You must’ve finally gained your angel wings that you deserved. I just never knew that they would come this soon.
Did you know? Ryeowook hyung’s cooking skills have improved a lot. It must be because Yesung hyung is always beside him to cheer him on. I swear that turtle-loving weirdo is getting weirder and weirder by the day. I guess he’s the perfect guy only for Ryeowook hyung.
I miss you, hyung. I remember that you would always give that adorable pout whenever I refused to do something you wanted to do. Haha, but you would always be satisfied with my chuckle in response. Then you would stick out your tongue cutely again and reply with the same statement.
“You snarky game-loving wolf.”
“You adorable pink-loving bunny.”
I haven’t played my games in forever. See how much an influence you are on me? Argh, I miss my StarCraft. I wish I could’ve shown you how to play the other games I had but couldn’t teach you. I regret the times where I was on a date with my games and not spending time with you. But, whenever I do, I would always spend an excess amount of time with only you, right?
Remember our sticky notes? You know, the ones we put on each other’s beds and used to communicate with each other whenever we’re at separate schedules? I knew you were having fun writing them from that cute, excited, and happy look on your face. Don’t worry hyung. I was always happy when I read your pink notes and would reply swiftly. I really don’t understand why Ryeowook hyung and Yesung hyung are now doing the same thing. I’m going to kill them soon. Well, I would’ve if they weren’t my hyungs.
We all walked back to the dorm and tried to make it as though it was the old Super Junior again. It wasn’t the same because you weren’t there. There was an empty space next to me that you would’ve filled. I hear moans from Eunhyuk hyung’s and Donghae hyung’s room. They better keep it down or else I’ll shut them up.
My health is becoming worse. I’ve been staying up all night and day with no sleep, and I’ve been eating less. I was always worrying about you, and hoping you would come in through the door, saying “I’m back, Kyu~!” So I can bring you to my warm embrace. But I know that would never happen.
I remember the car accident perfectly. But the actual accident was just a blur of noisy crashes, screams, but I still held your hand the whole time. Once I woke up, the first thing I see next to me was you, who was laying the hospital bed with the same injuries as me. You looked even more pained than me. Why? They were only minor injuries. When you noticed that I’ve woken up, you looked at me and gave your genuine innocent smile.
You reached out your hand and I reached out mine weakly, as our fingers intertwined.
For some reason, you couldn’t go home the same time as me.
“Kyu… I have to stay here later than you have to.”
“Why, hyung?”
“… Personal reasons, Kyu.”
Five days passed and both of us were healed of our injuries. The Super Junior members still visited us. We still had to stay here a few days. As I was watching on the small TV next to my bed, with only you in the room with me, I noticed you were crying and covering your face in your hands. I got up and walked towards you, cupping your face in my hands. I wiped your tears away as you looked up at me.
“What’s wrong, hyung?”
“I feel scared… And I’ll be lonely once you leave…”
“Don’t worry, hyung. I’ll visit you everyday. You’re always my Min.”
“Kyu…”
I kissed your soft lips lovingly. I missed this feeling, soft lips to soft lips, without a care in the world if anyone sees. When I parted, you gave that adorable pout again. I chuckled and pinched your cheeks gently. I just love teasing you. But it seemed that you cheered up a bit.
It has been a week since the accident happened and I was allowed to go home. I kissed your soft lips once more before I left, as our fingers separated from our intertwined hands. You had that sad look on your face. I didn’t want you to be sad. I put you into my warm embrace, and obviously you missed my warmth as you hugged me back.
“Don’t worry, hyung. I promised what I promised.”
“I love you, Kyu.”
“I love you too, Min hyung.”
As I promised, I visited him everyday. You looked sad for a moment, but turned happy a second later once I went into the room. I brought you your favorite pink stuffed rabbit on the first day I visited you, as he hugged it tightly. But each day, you seemed weaker. A week of visiting passed, and you weren’t there anymore. I wondered to myself why, but I and the members finally figured it out after the latest magazine came out.
I’m writing all of this on sticky notes. Your whole bedpost is almost covered by sticky notes. I hope you could read these, but something in my heart tells me you won’t. I love you, Lee Sungmin. You’re only mine. And as I promised, I’ll always love you. I will never move on to anybody else.
But the next day, something amazing happened! You gave me a reply. I stared at your note-covered bedpost while hugging your favorite pink bunny and then at the single note on mine. I’m going to stick this sticky note on your bedpost, so when I look at it, it’ll be like a happy ending. I wonder if I can stick this article as well. I’m already crying, Min. Thank you for being my friend, my partner, my lover.
Possessive Cho Kyuhyun… my Kyu~ ♥
I hope you’re not hearing me cry. In fact, I’m trying to giggle. -giggles-
I love you, my Kyu~ Chu~ ♥
Your Lee Sungmin that’s only for you ♥
“Super Junior’s Cho Kyuhyun and Lee Sungmin had recently been into a car accident. The two ended up with minor injuries, but Lee Sungmin had ended up with something tragic. It is revealed that after the accident, the doctors found out that Mr. Lee had a heart disease and had only two weeks left to live. After a week, Mr. Cho was discharged but still visited the weak 24-year old every day. Lee Sungmin finally died at July 7, 2010 at 5:24 AM, with a pink stuffed bunny in his arms. Many fans sent messages, saying that they’ll still support the couple of Cho Kyuhyun and Lee Sungmin, and will mourn for the loved idol’s sudden death.”
Author: bel13venprom15e
Pairings: KyuMin, slight YeWook, KangTeuk, HanChul, and Eunhae if you squint.
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the fic.
Summary: Kyuhyun wonders where Sungmin went off to, and now he finally knows.
WARNING: Character Death (I’m soooo sorry again ;-;)
“Hyung.”
“Hmm~?”
“What’s wrong? You’re crying.”
“O-Oh… Nothing. But, promise you’ll always love me, okay Kyu?”
“Of course I promise. You’re my Min.”
I stared down at the pink cherry blossoms I left before me. I wondered to myself. Why wasn’t I crying? I read the name and bit my lower lip, causing blood to come out. I didn’t want to cry. The fourteen members gathered again with me, as Donghae and Eunhyuk both put their arms around my shoulders as comfort. If I wasn’t oblivious to what was wrong with you, I wouldn’t be here to leave behind flowers. I’m sorry. This was my entire fault in this situation.
It seems like most of our partners are leaving. Kangin leaving Eeteuk for the army. Hankyung leaving Heechul to leave SM and go back to China. Kibum leaving Siwon to pursue his acting career. That’s four people who have left their love. I understood Kangin hyung’s reason, but I just couldn’t believe the other two.
Are you happy now? You must’ve finally gained your angel wings that you deserved. I just never knew that they would come this soon.
Did you know? Ryeowook hyung’s cooking skills have improved a lot. It must be because Yesung hyung is always beside him to cheer him on. I swear that turtle-loving weirdo is getting weirder and weirder by the day. I guess he’s the perfect guy only for Ryeowook hyung.
I miss you, hyung. I remember that you would always give that adorable pout whenever I refused to do something you wanted to do. Haha, but you would always be satisfied with my chuckle in response. Then you would stick out your tongue cutely again and reply with the same statement.
“You snarky game-loving wolf.”
“You adorable pink-loving bunny.”
I haven’t played my games in forever. See how much an influence you are on me? Argh, I miss my StarCraft. I wish I could’ve shown you how to play the other games I had but couldn’t teach you. I regret the times where I was on a date with my games and not spending time with you. But, whenever I do, I would always spend an excess amount of time with only you, right?
Remember our sticky notes? You know, the ones we put on each other’s beds and used to communicate with each other whenever we’re at separate schedules? I knew you were having fun writing them from that cute, excited, and happy look on your face. Don’t worry hyung. I was always happy when I read your pink notes and would reply swiftly. I really don’t understand why Ryeowook hyung and Yesung hyung are now doing the same thing. I’m going to kill them soon. Well, I would’ve if they weren’t my hyungs.
We all walked back to the dorm and tried to make it as though it was the old Super Junior again. It wasn’t the same because you weren’t there. There was an empty space next to me that you would’ve filled. I hear moans from Eunhyuk hyung’s and Donghae hyung’s room. They better keep it down or else I’ll shut them up.
My health is becoming worse. I’ve been staying up all night and day with no sleep, and I’ve been eating less. I was always worrying about you, and hoping you would come in through the door, saying “I’m back, Kyu~!” So I can bring you to my warm embrace. But I know that would never happen.
I remember the car accident perfectly. But the actual accident was just a blur of noisy crashes, screams, but I still held your hand the whole time. Once I woke up, the first thing I see next to me was you, who was laying the hospital bed with the same injuries as me. You looked even more pained than me. Why? They were only minor injuries. When you noticed that I’ve woken up, you looked at me and gave your genuine innocent smile.
You reached out your hand and I reached out mine weakly, as our fingers intertwined.
For some reason, you couldn’t go home the same time as me.
“Kyu… I have to stay here later than you have to.”
“Why, hyung?”
“… Personal reasons, Kyu.”
Five days passed and both of us were healed of our injuries. The Super Junior members still visited us. We still had to stay here a few days. As I was watching on the small TV next to my bed, with only you in the room with me, I noticed you were crying and covering your face in your hands. I got up and walked towards you, cupping your face in my hands. I wiped your tears away as you looked up at me.
“What’s wrong, hyung?”
“I feel scared… And I’ll be lonely once you leave…”
“Don’t worry, hyung. I’ll visit you everyday. You’re always my Min.”
“Kyu…”
I kissed your soft lips lovingly. I missed this feeling, soft lips to soft lips, without a care in the world if anyone sees. When I parted, you gave that adorable pout again. I chuckled and pinched your cheeks gently. I just love teasing you. But it seemed that you cheered up a bit.
It has been a week since the accident happened and I was allowed to go home. I kissed your soft lips once more before I left, as our fingers separated from our intertwined hands. You had that sad look on your face. I didn’t want you to be sad. I put you into my warm embrace, and obviously you missed my warmth as you hugged me back.
“Don’t worry, hyung. I promised what I promised.”
“I love you, Kyu.”
“I love you too, Min hyung.”
As I promised, I visited him everyday. You looked sad for a moment, but turned happy a second later once I went into the room. I brought you your favorite pink stuffed rabbit on the first day I visited you, as he hugged it tightly. But each day, you seemed weaker. A week of visiting passed, and you weren’t there anymore. I wondered to myself why, but I and the members finally figured it out after the latest magazine came out.
I’m writing all of this on sticky notes. Your whole bedpost is almost covered by sticky notes. I hope you could read these, but something in my heart tells me you won’t. I love you, Lee Sungmin. You’re only mine. And as I promised, I’ll always love you. I will never move on to anybody else.
But the next day, something amazing happened! You gave me a reply. I stared at your note-covered bedpost while hugging your favorite pink bunny and then at the single note on mine. I’m going to stick this sticky note on your bedpost, so when I look at it, it’ll be like a happy ending. I wonder if I can stick this article as well. I’m already crying, Min. Thank you for being my friend, my partner, my lover.
Possessive Cho Kyuhyun… my Kyu~ ♥
I hope you’re not hearing me cry. In fact, I’m trying to giggle. -giggles-
I love you, my Kyu~ Chu~ ♥
Your Lee Sungmin that’s only for you ♥
“Super Junior’s Cho Kyuhyun and Lee Sungmin had recently been into a car accident. The two ended up with minor injuries, but Lee Sungmin had ended up with something tragic. It is revealed that after the accident, the doctors found out that Mr. Lee had a heart disease and had only two weeks left to live. After a week, Mr. Cho was discharged but still visited the weak 24-year old every day. Lee Sungmin finally died at July 7, 2010 at 5:24 AM, with a pink stuffed bunny in his arms. Many fans sent messages, saying that they’ll still support the couple of Cho Kyuhyun and Lee Sungmin, and will mourn for the loved idol’s sudden death.”