I totally understand that. I'm loud and in your face and while being proud of who I am and not really caring what people think I'm convinced that people won't like me because of who I am. That the way I am scares people off.
I am the weirdest the person with odd interests. I make bizzare comments about bones and rotting flesh in the middle of coffee shops when people are eating. So I know people find me and my interests strange and freaky.
Yeah I feel I scare people off too! But I don't feel so alone on here. Meeting great people like yourself has made me realise other ppl have eclectic tastes sometimes too :D
Well, as someone new who has met you...I think you're awesome. We share SO MANY interests! I always love when you comment or reply to a comment because we can go back and forth and fangirl or discuss something so much and I love it. I tend to have weird interests as well but you know, there are a lot of people who share at least some of them and will endure the rest they don't.
Anyway, I think you're awesome for what its worth.
I swear, I could have written this. So, that being said, I know exactly how you feel. Me? I *love* who I am, and yet there are days I feel so awkward when I'm around other people because I feel as though they are all staring at me like I'm the strangest girl on the planet. That I'm interested in so many different things, and am smart in my own right, but really have nothing to show for it. It sucks.
Ah as much as it sucks to feel this way, I love that I'm not alone! I hate that feeling that everyone is judging you. They probably aren't yet I just can't help feel that way.
With the change of a few details everything you wrote here fits the way I feel so well it's not even funny. It's so frustrating, really, to like yourself and staying true to yourself and realizing every now and then that you have done absolutely nothing with your life and that you either have no idea what to do with it or how to do the things you want to do. And then the whole approval thing.. overall I don't care what others think of me and I really dislike "fitting into a herd", for the lack of a better term, but at the same time I do need to feel like I've been approved by people I don't mind being around. SO. FRUSTRATING.
Oh what the hell. Let's be fuck-ups together and tell everyone else to fuck off! :D And for some reason I feel like I should tell you I rewatched Dog Soldiers yesterday. xD
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I am the weirdest the person with odd interests. I make bizzare comments about bones and rotting flesh in the middle of coffee shops when people are eating. So I know people find me and my interests strange and freaky.
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Anyway, I think you're awesome for what its worth.
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Oh what the hell. Let's be fuck-ups together and tell everyone else to fuck off! :D And for some reason I feel like I should tell you I rewatched Dog Soldiers yesterday. xD
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YAY! Dog Soliders is so one of my favourite films EVER! ^_^
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