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[behindagrin]

Pointless. It's all just...so pointless. There's no point in pursuing something that will never come true.

...Perhaps it's time I find different living arrangements.

[OOC: His heart egg~! Oh Ruari...a life without the ambition of one day being together with Quinn....as well as removing his curses. I'm still sore and dealing with a lot of the RL

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[guardianjoker]

What's pointless?

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[behindagrin]

Does it matter?

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[guardianjoker]

Of course it matters-- you shouldn't just give up.

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[behindagrin]

There is nothing for me. My dreams are impossible to achieve. It's just so useless.

[princess_crow]

Someone with common sense.

[behindagrin]

I don't know what I was thinking all this time. It was clear from the very start. To think...I've wasted so much time and energy on things that have always been simply impossible.

[princess_crow]

The worse is to spend time waiting when you thought it's at your reach. What a fool.

[behindagrin]

Someone with a similar situation...? Sometimes no matter how much you love...those feelings fall on deaf ears. Or you're simply not good enough.

[ex_rogueinte76]

Never say never sugar, what's so pointless to you?

[behindagrin]

Love. There are some people in the world who are simply meant never to be happy with the person they care most about. I don't know why I ever thought otherwise. For someone like me that wish will always be unattainable.

[ex_rogueinte76]

I know a thing or two about that but somehow I don't think it's the same situation for you. Why for someone like you?

[behindagrin]

That's the hand I've been dealt from the very beginning. To think it is possible to turn around a life that was already considered worthless from the start is a fool's dream.

I had hoped...but even she feels the same way.

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[im_not_alice]

[behindagrin]

I apologize for having made you uncomfortable in the past. I don't know what I was thinking. You can return back to your regular life, Quinn.

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[im_not_alice]

You...?

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[im_not_alice]

Uncomfortable? You...YOU...ARGH

[jumbo_gal]

You...No way, you said you wouldn't...damn how can be so stupid?!

Don't you even think of trying to move to another building.

[behindagrin]

It's clear that decision is one that is best for the two of us. Pursuing something that is so pointless...it'll only cause trouble for everyone in the end.

[jumbo_gal]

Where the hell did this attitude come from? Didn't you agree with me when I warned you how worthless quitting is?!

[behindagrin]

My entire life has been a painful disappointment. This is just one more thing to add to that long list.