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[beew_and_randy]

So yeah today went pretty good. I would say. But one thing got to me. I think I made Mr. Jagger feel guilty, I think is the word I'm looking for. I say that because today unlike he usuallt does. He came over to me in Creative Writing class and asked me about my poem. Which I was all happy about. But at the same time I was thinking about the fact

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[faded55]

people are just walking all over me, shit gets to the point where you're just done you know? i'm sick of everything..everyone. i feel like i have all this stress and shit that's just gonna build up even more and b.l.o.w up. it's not like i haven't done it before but i just worry it's gonna be worse than ever. sometimes i wish i could go back to not caring about anything anymore.

[beew_and_randy]

Stephanie, I care about you. You are my friend. I hate seeing you like this. I wish I could do something. But I'm not someone that helps people very well. I try and it never works. Please, as a friend, don't do anything drastic. Or something that will hurt someone or yourself. Please. I am very worried about you. You don't have to let me know what is exactly going on. But know, that if you do, I will try my best to help you. I know you refuse to go to any guidance councelor. So I will try because it's important to me that you feel better. I know I am repeating myself but I am trying to make a point and help. I know it's not the same but I am going through a tough time and I honestly think it's getting better and now that I know what happened to make it better, I think that if I tried to help, maybe, just maybe, I might have something helpful. Steph I love you as my friend so much. You are a great listener. And you help me when I need it. So I want to do the same for you, if I can.