Comments | becauseilive: it's a beautiful night to live my beautiful life

becauseilive

it's a beautiful night to live my beautiful life

Jan 25, 2012 22:36

I'm so happy. Life has been so good since I've moved back home. I don't know what I was doing staying in Florida for so long, wasting time with people who just didn't connect with my soul. I truly think that I went emotionally catatonic after my grandmother died at the beginning of 2010. I felt paralyzed in so many ways, and thus haphazardly ( Read more... )

amy, anthony

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becauseilive January 31 2012, 18:33:08 UTC

Yes ma'am, if you scroll back maybe 30 entries or so, you'll see some posts about it.

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becauseilive January 31 2012, 18:46:43 UTC

I stayed away from her completely for five years, from 2005 until 2010. I didn't see her once, despite her trillions of apologies and pleas to give her another chance. She'd have periods of doing well, after getting back on methadone or getting out of rehab/jail, but I never agreed to see her because I instinctively knew these "recoveries" would be short-lived. It wasn't until she started dating Steve and enrolled in a VERY STRICT, intensive state-run methadone program that was drug testing her twice a week, and had six months clean that I even began to entertain the idea of seeing her again.

There's so much more I could write lol, but I'm at work, so...more later!