school is my happiness. and the people i have met through school. i'm living day by day, and i have recently erased portions of my life, from my life. things that have only held me down, or will only continue to hold me down. this includes people, "friends" on myspace, phone numbers, and thoughts/memories that i no longer allow myself to dwell on. ( Read more... )

cosmo school is fucking amazing. the main source of happiness in my life, by far. and things are finally feeling on track. i'd rather be at school then out of it. new friends and sooo much to learn ( Read more... )

1st day of cosmetology school tomorrow.

thank god. maybe i'll actually have something that makes me happy about living day to day. other than my cats.

EXTRA EXTRA READ ALL ABOUT IThttp://www.venturacountystar.com/vcs/co_valley/article/0,1375,VCS_166_5317619,00.htmlRead more... )

nothing will EVER compare to it....... at least not anytime soon. so WHY waste my time settling for POINTLESS delays while i'm just trying to get my fucking life together ( Read more... )

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I was sitting outside having a cigarette in the front of my house and the thought came into my head, "What if my house just blew up and i died?" ... Who thinks of that shit?

LOTS of changes this year. I'm so excited. 2006 is fucking OVER and i couldnt be any more happier.

1. Out with the old, in with the new.
2. I GOT A NEW 2ND JOB AT SUSHI KO - I start Thursday ( Read more... )

my dream put me in a better mood last nite. and i woke up smiling, from what i can remember. that's pretty fucking awesome considering how i was feeling last nite ( Read more... )

life is so gay. hahah it really makes me laugh thinking about the situations i put myself in, end up in, and/or am destined to experience, regardless of what leads me there. all i can say, is that i am so glad there is so much more in life that will come, that i have to look forward to, and all the shit that comes up right now, still living within ( Read more... )