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[beaniesexybeast]

Hey fuckers, I hate you all except for Mel. Mel is the only one who always replies to my posts, and why is this younguns? I may be in AZ but my tattered soul is still in NM now bitches and hoes, I wish death UPON YOU ALL!!!!!! except for you mel cause you are my homie g

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[superpeterson]

Sorry I haven't replied to as many of your Posts as Mel has. I'm not online as often as I'd like, and when I am I don't always check LiveJournal. It's not like anyone replies to my LJ either, so there's not a lot of incentive for me.

I hope you can take advantage of your Vacation, even if it was kinda forced on you, and Have some Fun in AZ. I realize this concept of Fun may be Foreign to you, But have a go at it anyway. ;)

[black_raven16]

I have the same problem as peterson. When i am not at work, i am out, or asleep. I will try in the future to be more responsive on LJ but yeah. And i agree, cutters do suck, damn flower robbing dainty handed fools(and here I laugh at this). And about the lack of love, i know what you mean, even though everyone doesn't deserve it from you, I probably do. I haven't exactly been the nicest person to you recently and i am sorry.

Joey

stupid mofo!!!

[beaniesexybeast]

Damn dirty fool, the way I see it, you don't deserve anything from me. I maybe hurting your feelings right now but I don't give a flying rats ass! You are one of the ones who deserve very little if any love from me. Mel, Savannah, Amy, and Tay are the ones who deserve most of my love, not you. YOU change the way you are for anyone and everyone. Youre just as weak and pathetic as the cutters, you smoke cause your stressed, and most cutters cut cause of stress of some sort too, you are no better than them. I'm also fucking tired of your complainging about your so called "hard life". My life is hard too but you don't hear me complaining all damn day long about it, in fact, I choose not to even tell people about it. I'm also fucking tired of being happy and nice to everyone, instead, I am going to be full of hate and anger towards most people. I'm sorry but this is something I must do to save myself from going completely insane. Fuck cutters, fuck suicide, fuck smoking, fuck it all, I'm tired of it.

[kukuto]

....................well that sheads some light on things.............................

[beaniesexybeast]

Kaibab, that is that supposed to mean????

[kukuto]

(diabolical smile).....................oh nothing...............................

[beaniesexybeast]

WHAT THE FUCK IS IT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? i AM FUCKING TIRED OF YOUR STUPID CHILDISH GAMES THAT YOU ALWAYS PLAY, WHY CANT YOU EVER SPEAK AS TO WHAT IS ON YOUR MIND? ARE YOU AFRAID THAT SOME OF US ARE GOING TO TRY TO PUT YOU IN A NUT HOUSE OR THAT WERE GOING TO FEAR YOU! WHAT THE FUCK IS ON YOUR MIND???????????

[unloved_freak_7]

go beanie, dude I know you have been really nice to ppl and someone must of been a dick to set you off...so to the dick person... FUCK THEM!... I dont get what you are talking about with the cutting, and suicide, if you want to talk like I said I am here, but I will not bug you about it, ok I might, but just tell me to fuck off, and I will. oh and ya I am going to be in mexico for a while so, I dont know if I will be able to get on for a while and shit, so dont think anything about it.

[beaniesexybeast]

that sort of is why i am soo upset, cutting and suicide. i wont say any thing else about it, i just dont want to lose anyone that i care about to somethng so fucking retarded as cutting.

[unloved_freak_7]

ya ok, I hope you are ok. Dude you should e-mail nan and john I think they would help you get threw this, I miss them so much rite now, god..

[beaniesexybeast]

dude, i almost died today, read my newest post.