pats journal entry has made me want to update my journal. i dont feel like talking tho. shit ain't good, shit ain't bad. shit is what it is and i'm sick of it bc i want it to be good shit. soon? i hope so. bc 2009 what i thought was going to be a good year has sucked thus far.
so, so much stuff has been going on. i know i know i'm lazy and i procrastinate and then it's the next day. i need to update. i will because i want to remember all this shit. maybe things are changing for me? time will tell. just like time heals all wounds. idk.