I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend

[wolfnina]

My eyes watched Connor's back as he disappeared back out into the hallway, leaving me alone with Cordelia. Cordelia. She was like a celebrity or something, I'd heard so much about her. She was the one who gave Angel his perfect moment of happiness apparently. I thought I might be angry with her about it, but I wasn't. Mostly I was just too relieved

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[divinecordelia]

Drugs? She's on drugs? No, she couldn't be. I mean, I think she couldn't? I watched her carefully as she talked to her sister on the phone, wondering slightly if that was code or something. Oh god, maybe she was talking to her drug dealer. Okay, slow down with the hardcore paranoia Cordelia. I looked at her oddly as she turned around and asked me for a cigarette, me? I don't smoke, hell I'm lucky if I get drunk every so often. When I do bad things happen, or when I have sex. Sex and smoking, evil.

"I-I'm sorry I don't, but I think there is a machine down in the lobby. We could go down and-" No, no going outside the room. Connor said not to leave, not to let anyone in. Wait, this is a hotel. A public dwelling, we were sitting ducks. Great. "Get some... if you want. I think I have cash." I grabbed my purse and opened it, yes I had money. I looked back up at her and saw the bruising on her throat, the fang marks. Great, yet another person for me to feel guilty about ohhh... for the rest of my life"Faith's dead. He killed her. It's my

[wolfnina]

"No, it's okay. I don't really smoke but I figured if I were going to start, now would be the time." I offered with a slight smile when she told me we could go down to the lobby and get cigarettes. Cigarettes no, but alcohol wouldn't exactly be turned down. You couldn't deny the awkwardness of this situation. She was the one who had slept with my (ex) boyfriend and made him turn completely evil and try to kill me. And I was of course the (ex?) girlfriend. Well, if I wasn't the ex before I definitely was now. Facing Angel's evil twin was...wild. I wasn't sure I'd ever forget the feeling of his hands squeezing around my throat as he taunted Connor

[divinecordelia]

I glanced down at her as she sat on the edge of the tub, letting me clean her neck. Vampire bites are horrible, so ugly and big with the puncturing. It made my stomach turn actually, to think he bit her. Nearly killed her, Connor saved her. Connor saved me too, found me in that room. When she looked up at me I couldn't hold her gaze, I turned and rinsed the cloth out in the sink, my gaze never once hitting the mirror. I already felt guilty enough, I didn't need her eyes reminding me what I'd done. I folded the cloth neatly and set it on the side of the sink, turning to her

[wolfnina]

Walking to the fridge my eyes widened when I saw all the stuff in there. Tons of little bottles and junk food. Where were we anyway? The freaking Hilton? I had to admit I wasn't really paying attention to the hotel when Connor had walked me here. Mostly I was pre-occupied with almost dying. Could you blame me? Anyway, now there were little bottles of please forget this horrid night right there in front of me. With a shrug I pulled a few of them out and went to sit at the chair with a small table in front of it next to the bed