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fractured_love July 3 2018, 17:24:14 UTC
Wtf I came here to leave my promised comment on Mark Up My Soul and find out that you just. Dropped this. Here. What.

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fractured_love July 5 2018, 18:34:56 UTC
I'm actually crying. Um ( ... )

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be_ddelusionall July 7 2018, 00:31:53 UTC
I was crying when i wrote it!

i love that thing about the adding gold to bowls. the first time i heard of it I actually teared up.

there's a saying on my wall: broken crayons still color" and it's been my motto in live since high school.

i'm glad you caught on why taemin burned everything down. i didn't explicitly explain it and thought some might think he over reacted.

and any parallels to that book are strictly coincidental. i was walking on a curb the other day and just thought, hmmmmmm.... that's usually how stories hit me upside of the head

<3

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fractured_love July 7 2018, 17:09:08 UTC
I didn't mean you stole the idea! I don't think the book was even that popular. Just cool that they're different takes on a similar idea, of how society walls itself off to keep the resources for a powerful minority.

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wassan20 July 4 2018, 01:52:18 UTC
Wow. Okay. Thank you for writing this. You're a strong woman. These are some fucked up characters and I love them to death. wow. fuck. At some point in the middle I was in actual tears but also turned on and my body and brain were like "wtf? grow some balls woman! and get a grip". Honestly, I will cherish this fic forever, thank you for writing it. I love you.

P.S It is 4:50 AM right now, so I'm a little bit delusional/emotional, but aren't we all.

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be_ddelusionall July 7 2018, 00:35:27 UTC
It was rough, but once the idea hit, I couldn't shut it up.

I have a tendency to write conflicting smut scenes. It's a gift, maybe? A curse? I'm not sure yet. I'm really glad you like it! <3

Yes, yes we all are.

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harunotenshi July 5 2018, 15:05:42 UTC

i have mentioned before that people have different ways of coping and as you've said, this is yours.

this was very nice.

both taemin and key are broken and yet they have found each other and understand each other.

i thought that key would stop himself from falling for taemin because he's lived alone and on the wall for so long and he isn't used to being with anyone anymore and yet he did fall in love with taemin.

taemin is lucky to have noticed key watching him. he is broken because everyone he had ever loved had left him. that can really break a person and sometimes there is no going back from there.

i miss jjong. sometimes when one of his songs comes up in my playlist i just sigh in sadness and feel nostalgic. i may not be a shawol but i kept up with his and shinee's music. and i was lucky enough to have seen them in person when they visited 2 years ago.

as always traci you write brilliantly. i don't know how you can write like this. it's amazing. i can't ever write smut. hahahaha i can certainly read. but never write.

this story is ( ... )

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be_ddelusionall July 7 2018, 00:39:22 UTC
thank you darling i'm glad you like it!

I really wanted to give them both a chance to hope. On Ao3 i have this tagged as "hopeful ending"

I miss jjong too. I can listen to his songs okay, but i can't watch him sing. especially live, especially with the 4 live. It's so painful. Our Page almost broke me.

You just need to practice writing smut a lot. A lot. A LOT. I don't think my first attempts at smut were this good. :)

<3

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ztarplay January 10 2019, 11:19:03 UTC

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