I sort of am feeling the same, ish, i guess. I'm not trying to force you to identify with anything, just what you're describing sounds like me. It makes me weird. About the feeling alive thing, I sort of feel like "ok, I'm alive, shouldn't this be more? or better? this is stupid and pointless." I'm sort of happy when I'm with people, but then it sort of goes when I'm by myself. And I always thought that I liked being my myself.
Anyway, what I thought was funny was the "He works for cake thing". That's still funny. Wasn't there something else?
I wish we could hang out more. You should take BART over here on a tuesday because that would be the best.
I would love to see you more. You make me feel so special and nice. Seriously. I guess we're just teenagers. It must go away eventually cause to me, the thought of beign an adult and living, for example, my moms life, is extremely depressing. But she seems pretty happy. Just tired all the time. My mom is funnier around you. That cake thing was pretty hilarious.
Sorry I didn't get back to this for four and a quarter years. Yay, I make you feel special and nice because you are special and nice! And I have you noticed that we stopped fighting (I think?). We really should be friends until we die. I would never want to live my dad's life. He pretty orders office supplies under the pretense of working for a furniture store. Your mom does seem happy. I've noticed. But if you don't want to live her life, I don't think you will.
wow, me too. lately i feel like i'm just doing everything but nothing is really happening, like i'm a robot. except not that intense. i'm glad your listening to hedwig, that always makes me feel better. in fact i'll turn it on right now. most people i know are making me angry right now, so i need to be near you cuz to me your the only really sane person i know. except not really but pretty close to it. you don't understand how excited i am to see the extras on hedwig, wow. every time i describe hedwig to anybody i just am like "WOW, amazing movie". and i learned that someone else at my school is obesesed to, so i have to talk to her really, really soon. ok, i'm sorry about your math class but don't worry, soon you'll be in college and you can forget high school and be cool and fall in love with cool people. except of course you won't forget me, because we are going to raise children together and make them watch hedwig and harold and maude when they're three. except i won't have children so i'll just have to barrow yours i guess. i
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You can borrow my children anytime you wish if you like. Except they might not actually be mine, they could me adopted. I hope you won't mind. Hedwig used to make me depressed when I listened to it. But now it makes me freakishly happy. It's so nice. Yay other obsessed persons. I'm so excited about the Hedwig extras. Whenever I think of them I get this feeling in my tummy like it's almost Christmas. I want to fall in love with cool people. I miss you too darling dearest. Ooh and I think you're the perfect mixture of insane and sane.
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I'm sort of happy when I'm with people, but then it sort of goes when I'm by myself. And I always thought that I liked being my myself.
Anyway, what I thought was funny was the "He works for cake thing". That's still funny. Wasn't there something else?
I wish we could hang out more. You should take BART over here on a tuesday because that would be the best.
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I guess we're just teenagers. It must go away eventually cause to me, the thought of beign an adult and living, for example, my moms life, is extremely depressing. But she seems pretty happy. Just tired all the time.
My mom is funnier around you. That cake thing was pretty hilarious.
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I would never want to live my dad's life. He pretty orders office supplies under the pretense of working for a furniture store.
Your mom does seem happy. I've noticed.
But if you don't want to live her life, I don't think you will.
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Hedwig used to make me depressed when I listened to it. But now it makes me freakishly happy. It's so nice. Yay other obsessed persons. I'm so excited about the Hedwig extras. Whenever I think of them I get this feeling in my tummy like it's almost Christmas. I want to fall in love with cool people. I miss you too darling dearest. Ooh and I think you're the perfect mixture of insane and sane.
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