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[basshole_221]

...and I have come to the realization that my low self-esteem is just good common sense.

I experienced the worst feeling in the world...scared and alone...

...i wanted to break all the mirrors...

...i wanted it to stop...

...all i wanted to do was sleep but my mind was racing, and the shit I saw...I didnt even know was in my head.

"The fat man

Comments

[deathtoperham]

I (heart) you.

I don't know what prompted this, but I hope you realize how wrong you are. EVERYONE loves you exactly the way you are... and I don't think that many people could be wrong.

Feel better. :)

same

[chelsearose06]

Wow... I was feeling the exact same. I couldnt sleep no matter how hard I tried... I've never felt so alone, even though everyone was there with me practically the whole time. It was nuts!

[the_slow_child]

last night was wierd. looking in the mirror was not a good idea. i looked at someone who i didnt know was me at the time and thought, "damn, that kid is ugly...ohthats me." but overall i had a good time.

[bananip]

I saw I was listed as a friend, so I did the same for you.

[smoke_blossom]

I'm sorry that you had a bad time toward the end there... I would have stayed up with you but I was feeling ill and needed to go lay somewhere soft where I could curl up and sleep it off... I hope you at least had a good time in the beginning when everything hit and there was much giggling goodness.

I still had a good time hanging out with all of you and if nothing else it was sort of a bonding experience for us all because it's something we'll never forget.

And btw, you have no reason to feel low self-esteem or feel the urge to break all the mirrors... I was thinking of how to try and convey that on Thursday night but my brain wasn't functioning... You kept saying you realized how ugly you are, but you're not... neither physically nor internally. Not that me saying that helps anything, but I figured I'd mention it because you saying that made me sad.

Anyway, I'm still glad that we all did it because it's a story to go down in history. :)

-Chelsea

P.S. I hope you're feeling better.