there's just so much that time cannot erase i.e. stretch marks

[bashbitch]

i havent written in this thing in forever...and ya know what its kind of a good thing...livejournal to me is such memory of sophmore year...when i would in it every night hoping to solve something or anything...but it doesnt work that way...but even with time my fucking problems dont go away...change of fucking scenery but the same old drawn out,

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[kill_me_quickly]

you said you wanted to write for a living, correct? you're good at it, even when it's just expressing your feelings. and i know what you mean throughout this whole entry. keep on trucking.

I love you girl!

[anonymous]

Meg, kid, i love you a hella a bunch I know we don't always hang out so much, but anything you need, I'll be there. You want to talk, I'm a pair of ears You want to loose weight, I'll be your personal trainer. Whatever I can do. But in the end it isn't about any of that. All I can do is help. and you know that. And it isn't about your appearance either. You are gorgeous, truly. But if you spend your whole life focusing on what's wrong with you, you stifle all of the beautiful things that are right with you. We are all screwed up in some way. That's just being human, and yeah, we need to work through it, and yeah, its some damn hard work at times. But as long as you have two feet you can still make that leap to help yourself. You know you need to stop making excuses and just go out there and do it. Happiness isn't something anyone has ever gotten for free.(haha good god that sounded corny..but its true) Take the time to learn about yourself, about what you really need. You can't ignore that. Please Meg