Moving Through Some Changes (Part II)

[barmaidblog]

Friday evening, for the first time since January, I see Bonnie. I don't see her at the Bar in her old Coors gear, or run into her on the subway; I see her on the side of a bus stop shelter in midtown. She's gazing at me seductively from a fashion advertisement, and it absolutely stops me in my tracks. I'm grateful that Jenny isn't with me,

Comments

[disco_trash]

oh girl i am excited for you.

and i understand about bonnie. there are some exs that you thought you loved but damn you just realize you were obsessed and they knew it too.

*hugs*

[cozmik_faerie]

Go for it with Jenny!
loving the new icon :)

[d4b]

I love all your backlinks. But check the very first one; there's a stray quote getting in the way.

Best!

[barmaidblog]

Thanks!

[nhakblove]

It's amazing how the mind can make itself without actually consulting the person it belongs to. Especially when it's about something huge. Still...if you have to think about it a lot, you probably shouldn't be doing it. So the fact you're kind of deciding to move in with Jenny without actually thinking about it is actually a pretty good sign. Yeeha.

[twitch115]

I agree completely.

The best decisions I've made were noted like afterthoughts. I just sort of realize I already know the answer even though the question itself isn't at the front of my mind. Over thinking and rationalizing tends to get in the way of decisions like this for me and I just end up spinning my wheels until I get stuck with the default option.

Good for you.

[sarah_raz]

Sounds like things are a bit easier for you these days - I'm glad.