I gotta ge to callin my friend Rae-Ann.So I can go and visit her.My mom said I can fly a plane to go see her and visit for a week.I've been waiting for this for so long. Now I'm finally doin it. Well a week is all I should need to explain my situation.

My friend Dan called up on my cell and asked me if I wanted to go to a Party.I eventually said sure.So he came over my crib for a bit. Then we finally left for the party. Dan thought that there weren't enought people he knew there. So he called up Matt Brown and asked if he could stop over at 2:00 a.m. So we chilled at Matt's until 4:45 p.m. Dan ( Read more... )

When I finally got back here. I was able to remenise on a lot of stuff. I remembered who I was. I wasn't as mean or cruel as I thought I was. I always looked out for my friends. Whenever they would get sad or down. I would totally go out and make an ass of myself, jus so they would at least crack a smile. I still was an asshole and turned on a lot ( Read more... )

Well by going down to Carbondale, I sacrificed a lot of things. Which would include "Nikki's Love".I heard she got herself a boyfriend an maybe moving down to New York.I just got done talkin with Rae-Ann and from what I'm getting. Me and Dan are heading down there in January. They maybe my chance to prove my love to her, better not screw it up.

Note to self, never let your conscience or friends convince you that it would be a good idea to make a food run to Giant Eagle at 2 a.m.

I now have a feeling of joy. Knowing that my previous adversary Yax is finally defeated by his own doing and by other people. He begged for my help and I said "(laugh)I am thru helping you. Now you must realize the irony of your own deception. I this time will not be there when you are bleeding to take the fall."Then I left him to die, like he left ( Read more... )

Me and Jill use to be really good friends.We got romantically close, then she suddenly split apart from me.She liked me at frist, then some how developed this evil hatred of mine and everybody else's existance.She use to be so open minded and down to Earth. I don't know what turned her into this, but as soon as I do. They will think that hell is ( Read more... )

I been trying to ward off some chicks, cause I am not too intrested in them an the kind Brian's house brings over has not been into liking me for me and not the way I would like, so I'm going to ignore Brian's advice and see for myself, if Megan is in fact intrested into me(the way I would like),. Well I guess there is a 1st time for everything. I ( Read more... )

Well, today I went to a bar with Brian, it was a kickin shin-dig.It made me realize the events that went on in my life. Shannon was never the person who would cleanse my evil soul. Heather was the person who would do this.Shannon jus gave me really good advice which worked great, but the person it worked on, I wasn't really intrested in. Cause she ( Read more... )

Well, there has been one person that really help me through C.C.S. the most. So I going to make an attempt at a Poem(go ahead and rip on me, cause I probably deserve it ( Read more... )