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rating: pg-13
word count: 245
summary: a lazy day and sombre thoughts
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They are on his bed and he can't honestly think of another place he would like to be. Its mildly horrifying how needy he is for Sirius now. He wants to be with him all the time and even now when they are wrapped around each other on his bed watching the dust float all around his room with the occasional breeze from the window. He wants to be closer and feel more.
The idea of living a life without Sirius is horrifying, he knows he would continue because he's made of such strong stuff but he knows it will hurt terribly. Horribly. The thought of a life without this laughing gorgeous man is like thinking of a life without water, he's feeling a paranoid sensation of dehydration deep in his throat and makes a move to lightly peck Sirius on the lips, an uneasy touch to the other mans chest.
Being with him, though, it feels like drowning. He scared hes becoming too accustomed to a warm body and a ready mouth. Hes drowning in the feelings Sirius brings about in him, he decides never to let Sirius hear it unless hes ready to be called Susan and be asked how his vagina is feeling today.
He moves his hips smugly against Sirius' for awhile. He tucks this memory away for awhile, the exact second and look on Sirius' face as he whimpers his release into Remus' pillow. He could become used to that.
word count: 245
summary: a lazy day and sombre thoughts
[1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7]
They are on his bed and he can't honestly think of another place he would like to be. Its mildly horrifying how needy he is for Sirius now. He wants to be with him all the time and even now when they are wrapped around each other on his bed watching the dust float all around his room with the occasional breeze from the window. He wants to be closer and feel more.
The idea of living a life without Sirius is horrifying, he knows he would continue because he's made of such strong stuff but he knows it will hurt terribly. Horribly. The thought of a life without this laughing gorgeous man is like thinking of a life without water, he's feeling a paranoid sensation of dehydration deep in his throat and makes a move to lightly peck Sirius on the lips, an uneasy touch to the other mans chest.
Being with him, though, it feels like drowning. He scared hes becoming too accustomed to a warm body and a ready mouth. Hes drowning in the feelings Sirius brings about in him, he decides never to let Sirius hear it unless hes ready to be called Susan and be asked how his vagina is feeling today.
He moves his hips smugly against Sirius' for awhile. He tucks this memory away for awhile, the exact second and look on Sirius' face as he whimpers his release into Remus' pillow. He could become used to that.