I knew this would happen eventually.

[bardingtide]

So.

Time to accept I'm going to die alone. I'm too much of a monumental Class A Screw Up. I read situations wrong or somehow mess them up.

I'm like the reverse Midas. Everything I touch turns to sodding crap.

Damn it

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[ms_prue]

:(
It's about this time, if I were in your shoes, that I'd be listening to the High Fidelity soundtrack on repeat and eating nothing but crisps and chocolate for a few days. I hope you feel better soon, sweetie.
*hugs*

[ext_552185]

You're not going to die alone. Don't believe that. I'm 24 and have only had one ("sort-of") boyfriend in my entire life, and that ended 7 years ago. But I refuse to believe I'm going to die alone. God knows the desires of our hearts and he will give them to us, but in his time and in the manner that is best for us. He's not a tyrant who destines us to a life of singleness against our desire/character. If you want, I'll tell you my dad's story sometime. He couldn't figure out what God had planned for him; until he met my mother. And then he realised there was a reason God had made him wait so long to find the right woman - it couldn't have been any other way. He's got a plan for you too. *snugs*

[geoffrey_f]

As someone who has precisely zero experience in this area (and is quite happy with that), I have little to offer except condolences. But I am certainly a fellow Socially Awkward Person (someone who also agonises endlessly after making some faux pas or other), and there is nothing wrong with that. Most people are, I suspect; some are just better at hiding it. So I send happy thoughts, and hope things get better soon.