Another Mess

[banshee1067]

Shattered glass all over the floor of my cousin's bedroom. I wiped up some of the liquid from when I poured a full glass of Jack and Diet Coke on the carpet in disgust at my clumsiness...my mind reels back to the psychiatrist who saw me when I was probably seven...I remember seeing the file when I was maybe 11 or 12 years old, which stated that I

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[eriktrips]

I will say that it is good in a way that you turn at least part of your anger out on those who deserve it--i.e., not yourself. if you kill yourself, you will be enacting your father's latent wish for you when he was abusing you, and in that way, yeah it would be the logical conclusion for what he did, but I think if you can differentiate between his voice in your head and your voice in your head you might reconsider