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new new new
I am definately getting excited for school. My room mate, Erica, seems like she is going to be fun, which is a huge plus. I have been buying stuff for the room and such, I actually may be going to wally world again to get some more.
I have gotten to see my zachary pretty much every day and I am loving it.
ok ill add my schedule later.
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yea so its been some time.. summer has been interesting so far. not too much has been happening ( Read more... ) -
never know what to do
i hate shit liek this makes me feel so pointless. i just dont know whats happening. its like you have this image in ur head that they should call you back when they know somethings not right but they dont know that but you expect it anyways. ionno. i feel like shit right now. hmmmm ionno i cant waiit til this party is over because its stressing ( Read more... ) -
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all of a sudden everyone wants to help out? where the fuck were they when i asked for help? where the fuck was everyone when i was trying to figure out what the hell SAR, EFC, FAFSA, and all that other shit meant? nowhere. i did it myself. now its my fault that i did ( Read more... ) -
when the wheels stop turning...
only 17 more days left of school and i cannot wait. i kind have feel sick right now but i should be ok ionno oh well. i have homework havent started it yet because i am lazy lol. i love getting to talk to zach for hours lol, we are such a boring couple but i love him and he has to love me. he called me today during school just to say that he loved ( Read more... ) -
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i am a major loser and miss you all ready :P ( Read more... ) -
want it. need it. got it.
so im definately getting used to the whole "visiting the in-laws" thing.. well their not exactly but still.. i think we have it all worked out pretty well. i really cannot even begin to comprehend how i survived this long without zach, i just feel so .. complete.. when he's around. lol so yeah the holiday was pretty nice, im almost upset that i can ( Read more... ) -
long day... longer night
so today went pretty well, i was in a pretty good mood all day. but now i cant stop thinking about how short of time i actually get to spend with the one person who matters and i hate it.. but what can i do i guess ionno wow. im stupid. i expect way too much and basically set myself up for disappointment, but its all my own fault. i know that but i ( Read more... ) -
i did it at school :D
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