some days i just want to scream at the top of my lungs and then laugh maniacally for hours on end...

today's high: 79 degrees f

tomorrow's forecast? 2-3 inches of snow.

wtf?

this is the only place i have lived where this kind of crap is expected every year, lol...

i suppose everyone has one...that person that just gets under your skin no matter what. hearing this person's voice makes my skin crawl...see their face makes me nauseated...receiving advice from them makes me want to become violent (why would i take advice from someone worse off than myself???). it's worse without medication and puts me into a ( Read more... )

...i did laundry...

i really hate not having a job...

...i r 29 today...

...so effin' tired...can't sleep...sleep on my sides = wake up to terrible muscle spasms in my hips...sleep on my back = trouble breathing, back aches, shoulder knots, and sore abdominal muscles. doesn't help that i have to pee every hour now, either ( Read more... )

been thinking about doing art...lol, as far as i've gotten on it. a majorly weird thought has been crossing my mind...

picking up a paint brush instead of a pencil...wtf?

laundry day 'cause i noticed i am out of underwear. oops ( Read more... )

i am experiencing water retention for the first time...always been a big water drinker...never had the problem. my ankles are swollen to the size of my calves...it's weird...it's uncomfortable...it's harder to walk now...

:( no more salt for me...

...or trying to sleep, anyway. several times since about half-way through the pregnancy, i have dreams of sorts that i can't remember, but they cause me to move in my sleep...mostly of which is me thrashing my arms out. earlier tonight i drifted off to sleep unintentionally while watching tv, and i knocked my glass of water over and made a mess ( Read more... )