I'm bored. Favorites ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for things to get better.
I'm trying to help them along.
I got 12 red roses today.
I cried. But I'm not sure
if it's because I was happy.
I don't think it was.

I miss Kristin.
And I need her to come home.
Justin comes home this month.
Sendor goes back to his home, this month.

And I can't even tell you
what makes me truly happy.

[Scares me to think, that you could.
Find takers.
Other than me. Better, than me.]

It's that overwhelming feeling when you know whichever way you turn, its gonna fuck you over. And it'll leave you with that feeling you're not sure you can describe. Empty. Cheap. Used. Alone. Terrified.

I'm so scared.
For everything. Again.

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I am a visitor here.
I am not permenant.

Shit.

I mean this in complete and utter sincerity.

Fuck EVERYTHING right now.

[are you that afraid, of me?]

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace." - Jimi Hendrix ( Read more... )

"The art of argument is that if you argue correctly, you are never wrong." - Thankyou For Smoking ( Read more... )

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(And thought I know that my actions are impossible to justify, they seem adequate to fill up my time. But if I could talk to myself, like I was someone else, wellt hen maybe I could take yuor advice. And I wouldn't act like such an asshole all the time ( Read more... )

[Baby it's alright.
Stop your crying, now.]

Bob's mom died yesterday morning. She had lived. It's still sad.

Work is going well. Sendor comes home likeeeee next tuesday. I'm counting down.