fausto, philia, cyan, magenta, kobalto, indigo, odette, elenore, boris, bladimir,

so certain are you.
Always with you what cannot be done; hear you nothing i say? the force is infinite, only diferent in your mind, you must unlearn what you have learned

all right, i'll give it a try.

NO, NO. try not, do or do not there is no try.

I'm so happy; happy untill my heart hurts.
my heart is so painful; painful until it's happy.

in the end, i can't be compared to a rich person, i have no money, i don't even have a job, not even friends, nor family; hell, i don't even look good.
i have already reached the age, where i can no longer change

The truth is iv'e always wanted to fall in love with someone. I wanted to stay by that person's side and to be treated gently. However, i always...get left behind at the end, i don't know what i did wrong.

Being selfish, and keeping a distance from others; just like a forgotten plant, which ends up decomposing, the people that i used to like abandoned me in the end, time passed by and i got used to it, being treated coldly or being left alone, i lerned to accept it calmly...

Before i knew it, i was always looking at him in schoo,he's so mysterious that i was thrilled to fing out everything, what his voice was like, the way he speaks, what his life is like, and what kind of expression he'll wear on his face if i touch him.

They all walk their own paths, live their own lives.
A journey without farewells, a beginning without end. it's a little lonely, but that's how it is.

you think saving the world means liberating everyone from confusionn and pain.
i once thought so too. When i followed the buda's path, i prayed for it with all my heart.
but the real world isn't like that, it is full of beasts and demons unworthy of being saved; And these beasts in human form...steal the future from those with pure hearts .

The more dazzling reallity is, the darker the shadow the fantasy casts.