BRIAN ACTUALLY HAS A VALENTINE :) YAY FOR ME :D I bought this big ass toad that says "toad-ally in love" omg :) and some chocolates and a card in which i wrote my own romantic poem in :)

yep! not only is it the turnin 21...but starting it out with someone special and currently writing something that will surely sell...that is all :D

SINCE I WONT BE HERE MERRY XMAS TO YOU ALL ;) ILL BE BACK TUESDAY MUCH LUV

This past week and a half have been amazing :)

So much goin on right now...I'm confused/stressed/ and omg i just dont know what to do...i've fucked 2 diff people within a 2day period...but...MAYBE nothing has come of it -.-

ahh that dreadful year has come...no longer a teen and not yet fucking legal. WOOTERs

So yesterday finally went to a good gay club. Lol. Good music...it was free and it's just fucking awesome to see eyes turn my way :P

Damn, after so many years, I think I'm finally getting that another chance with her. I know she's going through some tough times right now, but when we went on that date, I was just so taken aback...and now I can't stop thinking about her. I guess it's safe to say I'm crushing, and HARD. I can't wait to take her out again. This time, I'm not 13 and

SO tonight I went on a date with one of the most prettiest girls I have ever met. We had such a good time that I dont want to jynx by telling too much. We watched Crank and shared a few kisses here and there. :)

it was fuckin awesome. pics here o.O http://www.myspace.com/xxbammerxx