Thoughts on the future

[ballisticgal]

It's been a while since I've posted anything here. I've been having problems sleeping lately, mainly because I think too much right before I sleep. Somebody suggested that I give blogging another go so that I can unload my mind and relax properly right before I go to sleep. So, here I am, giving this another try

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[arvinkulit]

At least you were able to pinpoint what exactly made you feel down.

I was like that back in my earlier years in EEE. Same thing, the "We're used to being superstars; getting everything right the first time" mentality. Quite disappointed with myself when I started to fail exams while other people could get a 1.0. Got so low I lost my scholarship, remember?

There's no other way but up, so they say. Yeah, don't think too much. Live by the day - less pressure. Don't let your ego eat you up. :)

Shet ang sabaw ko na.

[ballisticgal]

wow somebody actually checks my lj! im flattered! hahaha

thanks for the advice. it really does make you feel a bit better when you know other people are going/have gone through the same thing that you're going through. :)

and shet, i didn't realize before this that i had a really really big, ginormous ego. T___T

[arvinkulit]

I still check my LJ regularly, most especially personal journals like yours. The problem is, most of our friends don't anymore. :(

Medyo mahirap sa simula, because we all have our egos like balloons bigger than us tapos biglang it gets popped up. Ultimately, it's more of mind over matter - what's most important is we don't expect much from ourselves, and just do our best in everything we do.

High school pa lang no. Pero okay lang yun, minahal naman kita noon pa kahit ganon ka BWAHAHAHAH!

[chnzo]

Or do I just need to tone down my ego a bit and accept all the beat downs as part of being the newbie?

reject reality and substitute it with your own! we're still superstars! XD

In another, mushier, note: gah, I hate feeling like a high school girl.

release your inner girl! 8-}

[ballisticgal]

Lol vinni, i can always count on you to make things more interesting and less realistic! Yay for being such a girl! AND YES WE'RE STILL SUPERSTARS. EFF YEAHHHH

OMG buti nalang you didn't say anything! May kwento ako about feeling like a high school girl. So shhh ka lang muna ok.

Btw, heads up lang. I told val about pk. So be ready for a barrage of questions about your love life.

[hzl]

just bounce back and say 'in yo face'. haha
ilang beses na ako nagaganyan ngayong college. XD kapalan lang ng muka (and balat). haha

imagine mo na lang you're just stuck in a wheel..sometimes you're crushed to the ground...but eventually you'll find your way up. HAHA

i'm interested in your kwento though. haha chismissssssssss. haha ako rin may chismis. na sana andito kayo no para magawa *natin*. hmp.

and i miss friends. i'm such a loser wala ako mayaya manood ng toy story 3. :(

[ballisticgal]

hazellllllllll! let's talk soon! when you're not busy on ym. haha. kwento ko sayo ang aking heartache. lol

and maganda ung toy story 3, manood ka! :D

thanks for the advice. the wheel analogy is awesome :)

[uno_animo]

wow buti pa kayo feeling superstars XD ako similar na medyo iba din: i was used to getting away with being lazy and unfocused; it cost me dearly, but i'm much better off because now that i have recognized that my body is embedded into a cesspool head-first (deep), i can focus on getting myself out and eventually, in the long run, using all that waste and soil/excrement into something good :D

[arvinkulit]

Emotero naman ni Alejándro. :P Eh uno ka naman sa Span natin eh :D