FIC: Helter Skelter

[balefully]

Title: Helter Skelter
Author: balefully
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 3,400

Summary: Dean has a very bad night and lots of feelings. Sam gets caught in the crossfire and likes it.

Notes: For shadowrose81 for spn_j2_xmas! I'm so sorry this is late, shadowrose81! I had a grand plan to write you a million-word-long, dark, twisted, angsty, weepy epic, but I just couldn't hack it.

Comments

[kelios]

Argh forgot I hadn't signed in and commented anonymously. Ah well, it bears repeating--nice way to end off the year! And--bonus comment: I look forward to more in the coming year!

[balefully]

Hehe, that's okay! :D Thanks so much, I'm happy you enjoyed! Here's hoping I can get my creative juices flowing a little freer in the new year ;D!

[peach_gurl]

Woo, man I really love the dirty way you write! So hot!

[balefully]

:D Thank you so much! I do seem to default to rather dirty. It just comes so easily! ...so to speak ;)!

[darkforetold]

Damn. Just.. damn. I have to sit here a moment to just process everything, you know?

It may not seem like it, but this is a very dark fic. There's a certain bravery in writing Dean as the driving force, the instigator if you will, to this sort of relationship--that is to say an older sibling relating to a younger one in this sort of fashion. Sammy expresses that he wants it sure, but how much of it if just going along, you know? How much of it is Dean's influence? Sammy accepting that this is "right" just because Dean says so. It fills me with a lot of thinky thoughts. I like fics that leave me with thinky thoughts.

This is very well-written and it has a lot of depths to it regardless if you meant to write it that way or not. A lot of different aspects and facets to it. Maybe I'm just looking far too much into it.

Either way, I liked it. Thank you for writing it for me!

[balefully]

I can totally see that! I think I tend to write all my smut with a little bit of a dark edge to it, because I'm so enamoured of unspoken D/s dynamics and humiliation and getting pushed right to your limits and maybe a bit beyond. Since I wrote this as a Dean POV piece, there's definitely a question of how much is too much, what is going on in Sam's head underneath the obvious physical responses, what is driving him, all that sort of thing.

I don't think you're looking too far into it at all, and I'm glad it makes you think! I was a little worried you would be disappointed with straight-up porn, so I am super happy you enjoyed. Thank you so much for the lovely prompts, it was super fun!

[dev_earl]

UNF. You write the best weecest in fandom. A+++++!

[balefully]

soidfgndklfmhf hahaha thank you so much!! I blush! :D I'm so happy you liked. Weecest is always a pleasure for me.

[mistyzeo]

JKLA;GDJKSA;GJKASDGSA omg hot. i love the dirty desperation and sam's delicious eagerness and uncertainty. gah.

[balefully]

Sank youuuu I am so glad to hear it! :D I do tend to default to dirty desperation ;)!