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bakahachi

~one bucket of tears~ PART 2

Dec 08, 2007 12:34

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dorama, hikaru yaotome, shoon yamashita, crack, ya-ya-yah, kota yabu, taiyo ayukawa, fanfic

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jamietatsuya December 8 2007, 07:50:28 UTC

Aww..I loved it so much.

It made me cry. ;__; and until now, I still haven't lost hope that they're going to be together again...

bakahachi December 8 2007, 07:55:19 UTC

Thank you very much. Writing the post itself sucked so much life force from me, but it was worth it...

I still haven't lost hope that they're going to be together again...
That's the real purpose of 1 Bucket of Tears... I have my reasons why. ^^

mokiko December 8 2007, 10:47:51 UTC

Uwaaa! ;___;

I wouldn't have wanted him to go...

bakahachi December 8 2007, 11:48:58 UTC

It was something out of plan... I guess it was hard for them too. That's why I can feel Yabu was really sad...

I would never let him go too, but I don't want to be selfish... Weighing things by heart is definitely hard...

boycottbananas December 8 2007, 14:01:48 UTC

Awwwwww! ;A; :wibbles:

It's already happened once, I can't take it twice! D'X

bakahachi December 8 2007, 23:38:41 UTC

Even I, I can't still believe that he's gone...it's been a week and I still refuse to fully believe...

or maybe I'm already crazy. :(

boycottbananas December 9 2007, 20:34:34 UTC

You are not crazy and if anyone says that you are, ignore them.

One day my friend asked me what was wrong and I told her that I was depressed, and she said, "Still?" Some people don't understand unless it actually happens to them. x_x

yamapi_chan December 8 2007, 14:44:01 UTC

waaah! ;___; +cries+

Taiyo, come back!!T_T

bakahachi December 8 2007, 23:39:55 UTC

I really want him to come back to. A part of me still hopes he will.

quin_tessen_ce December 8 2007, 23:50:55 UTC

Ack. :dies:

;____________;

Taiyo...~~

(but LOL for Ikujinashi Disco. XD) Sigh... Taiyo... don't... leave... COME BACKKKKKKK~!!!

bakahachi December 8 2007, 23:58:06 UTC

While doing the entry, I'm still in denial. He's very much a part of Ya-Ya-yah...oh heck, an original member of the group! *flails non-stop*

It's been a week, and I was wondering if he receives mails and calls from Yabu and the others. And because it's Sunday, I'm wondering too what he feels if he happens to watch Shounen Club...I think if I were him, it would really hurt!

quin_tessen_ce December 9 2007, 00:01:32 UTC

I had a dream yesterday and it was the recording for Shounen Club, and Taiyo was in the crowd. Shoon waved at him, the camera zoomed across the audience but you can see Taiyo (because he's a beanstalk) and he waved back. It was one of those quick audience camera-pan though. But the thing is, he was wearing the orange-black Ima Susumou outfit. Probably because it was in my mind - whenever I imagine Taiyo he's always in that outfit. =P

Then the dream changed into something totally unrelated, but yeah... I donno if that made me happy or not, maybe it hurt a little. +_+ That pic on Irea's blog where Yabu hugged Chinen? I was like... :KILL:

bakahachi December 9 2007, 00:09:45 UTC

It was a nice dream...but I think I mentioned here that I had a dream where Taiyo was saying goodbye to me (it was last October...). I knew it was like, dreams are the opposite of what's bound to happen in the real world...but I didn't know it would really happen and I even didn't prepare myself for it.

Yabu hugging Chinen= OH NOES. Yabu tell us, you were just hiding your real feelings, right? Y_Y;