Comments | bakacoconut69: emo post of patheticness.

bakacoconut69

emo post of patheticness.

Mar 01, 2010 22:52

Where do I start with this? I mean, really . . . *sighs ( Read more... )

Comments 5

morwennaf March 2 2010, 06:21:30 UTC

Oh honey... :( I understand. I do. More than you know. *hugs* I wish I could help you in some way... maybe I'll come down and kidnap you soon, or Vandy can drop you off here.

*hugs moar*

bakacoconut69 March 3 2010, 03:12:44 UTC

*hugglesquish* Maybe.

glitterdoom March 2 2010, 07:00:32 UTC

i actually know what this feels like..when i was dating amber, i spent all my time waiting on her. you get so accustomed to waiting that you don't even realize it's pathetic after a while.
what is it that you're wanting?
*hugs tight*

bakacoconut69 March 3 2010, 03:13:48 UTC

Honestly, I don't know what I want. On one hand, I want to get out of this house and into an area where I can start looking for a job. On the other hand, I just want to disappear.

themosthappy2 March 5 2010, 22:28:50 UTC

Well, you're 21 and you have no autonomy. You're an adult. You can legally drink, buy tobacco products, vote, call the psychic hotline, etc. Yet...you're still a dependent. I think that may be the problem, or, at least, part of it. It's bound to drive one nuts after a while.

From what it sounds like to me, it seems your situation is kind of suffocating and you don't have much freedom. Everybody's journey through life is different so I guess maybe you need to find out what your journey is and what it is for. I always go off of instinct: If I'm miserable somewhere, or if something feels "wrong," then I know I'm not supposed to be doing it. You're the only one that can make this judgement. And, you're the only one that can change your situation. So....I don't know what to tell you besides that. And I'm sorry you're feeling this way :(