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16th bomb || Hayato Gokudera || [video/in person]

Jun 21, 2011 13:45

[The feed comes on to a rather pale and ill-looking Hayato. He's got dark circles under his eyes, his breathing is shallow, and it appears he having a difficult time just getting the energy to talk. The blackberry seems to tremble as he's having a difficult time holding it]

Oi... I was just wonderin' if...

[He looks off to the side for a moment, ( Read more... )

plot: blueprints, comment: light yagami, comment: ryuutaro fukami, comment: hakuba saguru, comment: hatori sohma, hayato gokudera

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[In Person] always1truth June 22 2011, 06:23:26 UTC

[Conan does not like to see people suffering, and besides, this is the guy Hattori spent a week in's body. He had briefly talked to Conan about the withdraw symptoms and.. well, that really seemed like the LAST Thing the poor kid needed.]

[So very casually, and not wincing at the blood and mess at all- he's seen much, much worse- he moves over to the teen, hands in his pockets.]

Oi. I don't usually do this, but give me the names of everyone you know in the manor that smokes and would have a pack of cigarettes on them at all times.

Re: [In Person] killer_melon June 22 2011, 07:03:37 UTC

[The teen's eyes narrow at the new arrival? Was the kid offering to steal for him?]

The doctors takin' care of me, and they wont give me any, and a woman called Chris. Whatcha planin ta do brat?

[In Person] always1truth June 22 2011, 07:19:42 UTC

[Chris...? Must be Vermouth. he just nods, thinking over the possible courses of action. If he was suicidal he could try to steal from Vermouth but he wasn't so he crossed her off the list immediately.]

Doctors are easy enough to distract. [he would know. :|]

Re: [In Person] killer_melon June 22 2011, 07:26:43 UTC

They'll cut off your nuts kid. Don't be an idiot.

[He's not having a stupid little shit kid steal for him. He grew up stealing and... well look how he turned out. World REALLY didn't need more then one person like him. Ever]

Go play... or do whatever normal kids do...

[Hayato rolls onto his side, on his good leg, so that his back is facing Conan.]

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[In Person] SOB this time I'll keep the thread up, even if slowly 7forsecrets June 22 2011, 06:42:33 UTC

[She's not really trying to be stealthy, and is probably noticeable fairly fast for the fact that she's smoking herself.]

My my, looks like you've landed yourself in a spot...

[She sits down next to him, holding a pack down to him where he can reach it without any real strain.]

Re: [In Person] \o/! killer_melon June 22 2011, 06:54:05 UTC

[An angel of GOD if he ever saw one, come forth from the heavens to grant him the gift of nicotine. There's the faintest flicker of a smile as he reaches up a shaky hand to take the pack, and wastes NO TIME getting one in his mouth.]

Looks like I owe ya twice now... thanks. I'll... figure out a way ta pay ya back... I swear....

[He pulls out his lighter and starts fumbling to get it lit, though between the trembling and the constant shivering he's having a time of it]

[In Person] 7forsecrets June 26 2011, 03:50:32 UTC

[Oh, if only she could've heard that one out loud.]

It's no hurry; after all, it's not like we're short on time here, and you seem like you need a hand more than I do right now.

[Or a foot, but who's counting?]

Re: [In Person] killer_melon June 26 2011, 04:31:34 UTC

[After a few more tries with his lighter he finally gets it going and takes a DEEP DRAG from the cigarette. He immediately seems to relax after finally answering the craving that have been driving him crazy the past few days.]

Thanks... still... I... gotta figure somethin' out. Once I can sit up again.... I'm sure I can figure somethin' out...

In Person the2nd_kira June 22 2011, 10:47:01 UTC

[ She came to visit him and is not very happy with what he was requesting. Smoking was bad. And most importantly, he was far from being well enough or old enough to have them.

So she bursts into his room, crossed her arms in front of her. ]

Dera-chan! This is not the time to smoke! You'll just get sicker.

[ She sits down on the chair she pulled up next to his bed. ] What happened, Dera-chan? Why are you hurt a lot?

Re: In Person killer_melon June 22 2011, 14:28:42 UTC

[Hayato's eyes widen he sees Misa. Of all the people to have to see him like this, why Misa? Defensively he reaches down to his thigh trying to pull what's left of his jeans over the injury, like it was going to hide the fact is his leg was gone and turns his head away from her, so she didn't have to see her reaction to him]

....I just want it to stop hurting.... can't sleep... don't wanna eat... feel like I'm gunna puke... and I'm always cold. It's just withdrawal... I just got to smoke...

[Because if his symptoms were just withdrawal, then he could pretend at least that his injury wasn't that bad. That would get better and he could forget about the amputation all together and go one with life like it never happened...]

In Person the2nd_kira June 23 2011, 03:40:55 UTC

[ Shaking her head. There was no way she was going to give cigarettes to an already sick person and crossed her arms. At first she didn't notice him trying to hide the injury, she was too busy being mad at him wanting to smoke in his condition. ]

Misa can make you some tea or soup. But, smoking is not going to make you feel any better and another---

[ Blinkblink. ]

Dera-chan... your leg? Where is it?

Re: In Person killer_melon June 23 2011, 03:52:25 UTC

[Gokudera just bit his lip and looked away. Why Misa? Why did she have to see him like this?...And why did she have to bring attention to that?! He can feel his eyes well up as the feeling of dread and worthlessness overtake him. It takes him a few moments before he can respond without fear of his voice cracking]

S'gone.

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[In person] scarsnscalpels June 22 2011, 18:02:20 UTC

[Black Jack was headed to Gokudera's room anyway when he see's the video post. Letting himself into the room, with some fresh clothes in hand, he goes up to the bed]

How are you feeling?

[This is more of a general question than one asked out of heartfelt concern, but he still asks anyway. Checking Dera's leg, Black Jack glances back up at his face]

This is doing well - no signs of secondary infection..

Re: [In person] killer_melon June 22 2011, 18:54:06 UTC

[Hayato gives the doctor a stern glare. What kind of bullshit question was that? He just lost his leg! How did this douche really think he was feeling!?]

I lost my leg, I feel like I'm gunna puke, I'm friggin' freezing all the damn time, I'm too numb to feel SHIT, and I'm one pill away from hearin' colors, how the fuck do you think I'm feeling?!

[In person] scarsnscalpels June 22 2011, 20:44:08 UTC

((I can't believe I forgot the Manor's gone - IGNORE THE WHOLE CLOTHES/KNOCKING TO GET INTO HIS NON EXISTENT ROOM ETC XDDD;;;;;;;))

[Black Jack smirks at the response]

That was my first guess.

[Shrugging off his overcoat, he lays it over Dera, but not before going through one of the pockets and pulling out a box of cigarettes]

I'm assuming one of these would improve your mood?

Re: [In person] killer_melon June 22 2011, 22:33:53 UTC

[Well that shut him up. Blackjack might as well been holding GOD in his hands to Gokudera. The teen squirms himself under the overcoat a bit...at least now he didn't have to look at... that.]

...maybe.

[all in all probably not... that attitude of his came with the package.]

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suna_bitch June 26 2011, 06:36:50 UTC

[Standing off to the side for the longest time, she finally steps into his range of vision, for once scared to talk to someone that wasn't her brother. She may have saved his life, but she still failed him. She couldn't save his leg, she shouldn't even be here after breaking her promise...

Stopping by his bed, she didn't meet his eyes, not wanting to see the loathing she knew would be there.]

...How are you?

killer_melon June 26 2011, 06:52:41 UTC

[Gokudera looked up at the girl, his pale cheeks like up a bit in embarrassment. He didn't want her to see him weak though, so he forces on a smile and a little awkward laugh]

I'm alive... not sure other then that though, Doc's got me on so much shit you could probably punch me in the face and I wouldn't feel it.

[He starts trying to tug the leg of his pants down over the injury... feeling more then a little self conscious about just how pathetic he must look]

sorry.... I must really look like shit...

suna_bitch June 26 2011, 07:18:08 UTC

[Surprised that he didn't just tell her to leave, her eyes rose to follow his movements, reaching out to help him pull the fabric down.]

...I tried to stop him, there just...wasn't anything I could do though...

[He couldn't look worse than she felt. She hated breaking promises, there just wasn't any other option.]

killer_melon June 26 2011, 07:25:14 UTC

[His brows knit together in confusion... stop who? Her brother? Well that was hardly her fault. His memory of the time after his leg got destroyed was very choppy... heck, thanks to the drugs his memory of the past few DAYS have been all messed up]

There wasn't anything you could do, I'm the one who got pissed ans started mouthin' off. I... don't regret it. If anything I did helped Sasagawa get out alive... then it was worth it...

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