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[bad_mammajamma]

So, just as we all expected, the end of the year has come, out of nowhere.  I'm trying, but finding it more difficult than expected, to comprehend the difference between the world I am leaving and the world I am returning to.  By difference Imean to say how it will affect me, how I live in each world is

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[superrosie14]

Smile, Catnip.
I love you and I get to see you in FIVE FREAKING DAYS!
Woot!
:P

[drpeppa]

I can't even come up with something clever and as beautiful as what you have written to try and ease your mind. I don't think that anything I say would set your mind to ease anyway. I can't say I know exactly what you're going through, but I feel some of the same emotions as far as returning with a new confidence, but also hanging in shame within.

As far as being who you are, no one can stop that. Not even those who brought you into this world. I know you are the type of person who won't allow someone to dictate who you are and who you should be, and you'll be able to step above whatever comes your way if it isn't what you want to "adapt" to.

I love you, Emmy. This year wouldn't have been the same without you, and I know we will not lose contact. I have all the memories packed up and even if we can never return to this hall and this exact arrangement... the memories will always be around.