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May 21, 2005 22:44

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stupid_bird May 22 2005, 13:19:04 UTC
Heather, you might not believe it but I love you! I knew you were unhappy but I never realized just how unhappy and unsatisfied with yourself that you are. I really don't know how to help except to just try to give you my friendship. I know that's not enough and that won't really solve much...but whatever you need me to do just ask. I'd walk through hell for you if you needed it to be happy. Seriously. Never hesitate to ask for anything. I want you to be happy so bad.
And believe me, I'm your friend for a reason. If I thought you were too "loud" or "obnoxious" or "not cute" then I would be like EFF YOU GET AWAY. But I think you are so adorable and perfect and I've never met anyone like you before. You're honest, aware, and loyal like whoa. In the words of Tegan and Sara..."Don't be so hard on yourself. You won't get better till you're worse"

Just don't stop hoping. Realize that you do have people that love you. We may seem miniscule compared to all of the shit you have to go through, but...we're here if you need us.

<3

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backwardsmullet May 22 2005, 13:51:15 UTC
awwwwwwwww Betsy you're going to make me cry!!!!!!!

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xashuriix May 22 2005, 15:41:41 UTC
Heather I know you feel like you might barely know me sort of, but I really don't want you to ever feel that way. actually, in the past couple of weeks I've felt that you make more sense to me than anyone else in our school. and that meant something because everyone else just covers up their feelings and are dishonest little bitches and talk behind everyone's backs. you are great because you're honest about everything and it reached me. and when I say "dishonest little bitches".. I think you might know who I'm talking about specifically. I'm sort of hurt by the way he treats people he's 'done with'.. after he meets people he likes better. and I know how you felt and I'm truly sorry you ever felt that way on my account, but now I feel the same. because he's found Christian and Cayla.. so I'm done too.

<333 Heather, you're stronger and smarter and much much better than he will ever be, and you mean more to a lot of people ok?

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backwardsmullet May 22 2005, 21:39:55 UTC
so true, and so painful. I am glad you appreciate the one thing that I can do very well. Which some people hate it.

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