Heeeeeeeeeeelllllllo 2006 Honda Civic...

Or maybe a 2003.

I like starting new traditions aka The OC/Degrassi nights. Bring it on. Food, friends, and my favorite tv shows. (FFF). Priceless.

I just love how they always ruin EVERYTHING> So much for one happy day.
It was fine until I got home.

DELETE

....it's funny how it doesn't count

At some point you have to stand back from your life and examine it.
I'm getting what I wanted...but at what cost?

With balloting next week, I feel like I'm having to plan out my entire future now I'm only 15. How can I be expected to decide what I want to do with my life for the next 50 years ( Read more... )

I always have to be strong for everyone else but who's there for me?

I'm bascially scared. numb. not thinking.

I haven't heard anything yet. It can't be that bad right? I don't think I can deal with this right now. What if something is really wrong? I really hope I'm making a big deal of nothing.

I really can't deal.

I finally broke down. And I cried. I cried for Ashley's mom ( Read more... )

I've been dreaming of waking up happy under the sun,
In the smog and the traffic and dreams of California,
This lonely life takes to I-80 to try and forget,
The people and friends that forgot about me when I left,

I'm still finding home,
I'm finding my heart, my head,
The reason's why I left,Cause this is for dreaming ( Read more... )

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and seeThe smoke and who's still standing when it clears and ( Read more... )

I miss Christmas being magical. I miss believing in Santa and trying my hardest to stay awake Christmas Eve so I could see him. I miss laying in bed and being sure I heard him on the roof. I miss creeping downstairs at 4 o'clock in the morning to see if he'd already come to our house ( Read more... )