Fixing A Broken Heart
Title: Fixing A Broken Heart
Length: Oneshot
Pairing: GDYB
Rating: PG13
Genre: Romance
Summary: when a friend's hurting, what would you do?
A/N: i've always wanted to write something about that song. I simply love it. =)
and it's quarter past two in the morning.. im off! -_-
as always, thank you my beloved readers and commenters out there!
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There was nothing to say the day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I held a taxi in the rain
Looking for someplace to ease the pain
I stood still in the rain as I felt my bones froze when the wind decided to blow.
She left me. That was the only thing my mind could come up with right at that moment. Thousands of words were left unspoken, unshed tears were threatening to flow like razor blades that would slowly cut me apart, I was hurting and my body was trembling from the pain. I could literally hear my heart falling into pieces.
She left me. And there was nothing I could do.
She said she didn’t love me anymore, though I knew it wasn’t the truth. How could she fall out of love if I had always known that she never loved me? Not even a second. She just wanted someone to play this game called ‘love’ with, and she found me at the right place, at the right time. But unfortunately, I lost.
I was a fucking fool to believe she could love me back, there’s nothing wrong in hoping, right? I laughed cause the situation was so fucking hilarious! I never once loved someone, and when I finally did, I was alone standing in this fucking rain. My love life was so fucked up! And it hurt. So much. The only thing that I had was the possibility to put all the blame on her for my pain.
I had to run. I had to escape before my tears could flow, but where to go?
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there
I felt that the rain suddenly stopped from falling so I looked up in the sky and found an umbrella that kept me from getting wet furthermore. It was too late anyway, I was already drenched by the rain. When I turned around to see who it was, I found you beside me.
“Stupid rain!” I bitterly said and tried to laugh to cover up my suffering, but I knew it was useless. Being my best friend, you knew me inside and out.
“I once heard, since we can’t stop the rain from falling, might as well enjoy it.” you said as you tried not to look at me. I knew you were hurting too cause you never wanted to see me sad.
I stepped out of your umbrella’s reach and let the rain flow in my cheeks. You looked at me for a second and closed the umbrella.
I stared at you, asking myself what got into you but you just looked up in the sky and closed your eyes. And I did the same.
“Well, walking in the rain is a lot more fun if you’re with a friend, right?” I heard you whisper so I glanced at you only to find you staring back at me. “Ji, let me at least be drown in the rain with you.”
I had always known that you’d be there for me whenever I’d need you, whatever the situation was, or wherever I could be. You stood there silently, watching me as I began to let my tears flow. In front of you, I was weak. You grabbed my hand and pulled me in for an embrace. I knew, you were crying too.
You really know where to start fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart
You never once left my side. You do everything just to make me smile. You bring me to places I’ve never been, cook food I never tasted, learn games I never played and hold me close every night, kissing my forehead when you think I am already asleep. And I secretly smile. Every single time.
Now I don't understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that lead me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are near
Just like an answered prayer
You made the loneliness easy to bear
Months had passed and I didn’t even notice it. I can barely remember the pain she once caused me. Thanks to you, my heart is almost whole again. And now, all I know is that whenever you’re near, my heart stops, rewinds and restarts its beating. Care to tell me how you do it?
You make everything almost close to perfection. With you beside me, I’m me and I know, I’m falling.
Soon the rain will stop falling
And I'll forget the past
I know it’s not even a year since she left me, but is it wrong for me to call you mine? Cause now that I finally found you, I won’t let the moment pass by just like that.
Cause here we are at last...
“Youngbae, I love you.”
You smile and take my hand. As I look at our entangled hands, I feel everything falls into its proper places.
“Thanks for finally making my dreams come true, Jiyong.”
And it’s perfect, I’m complete and I’m finally home.
Just like an answered prayer.