well not so emo anymore. had a good night. project runway always makes me happy. saw the lab shows. ahhahahahah oh mark... he stole the show. i don't think i've seen a better role for him... well so far ( Read more... )

he says he just needs someone to hang out with.. he says he needs someone to go on crazy excursions with... so i guess thats what ill be. for the first time ever he initiated the conversation. ironically it was when i didn't want him to. things will work out. and we'll probably end up being best friends seeing as how josh really isn't the 'man' in ( Read more... )

sure not having friends must be beneficial... shutting them out of your life i mean ( Read more... )

Things are starting to get kinda scary... in a good way. me and ryan talk for hours everyday. i finally cubed him lol. he has a girlfriend so i was kinda waiting to see what that was going to be and the horse was way in the distance looking around.... yes. then he told me he was attracted to me and i told him the same. his reply was 'awesome. ( Read more... )

yesterday i got the best speakers in the worrrrlld for my ipod. no but seriously it is (as of right now anyways) i should say its only one speaker actually. my floor rumbles and its only on medium volume. expensive but oooooohhhh so worth it. i also got two new pairs of shoes which are so cute and heels that are casual yet .... heels lol. got my ( Read more... )

do you ever get that feeling that someones being very two faced? and the only reason why you know they are is cause they do it to everyone else. they sit there and bitch about people then next turn they're best friends. then you see them sitting with that person and you know. you just know they were just talking about you or will as soon as you ( Read more... )

i'm on a creative streak right now. i love these moods. these are the times i'm always in the lab editing. i wish i could get in there and maybe make my dad a video for christmas of our grandpa (his dad) and our family. he likes that stuff and plus he would appreciate it with grandpa in it. this is also the time i should be making my song. i came ( Read more... )

i certainly did not waste my night off. i got a lot of errands done during the day then slept until 10:30ish and cranked up madonna and danced around with liz while we got ready to go out and occasionnally meeting the hallway to do a few shots. then suzie and erica came over and i did some shots with them and even erica gave us a treat!!! me and ( Read more... )

my directing final is thursday of finals week starting at 7 pm. i suggest that everyone go see it lol. but seriously. its a really serious play and its going to be really good. the lyrics i just posted is from a song thats going to be my closing song. i would really appreciate it anyways if my friends were there. i work really hard on this stuff ( Read more... )

same excuses as before 'oh you called?? i didn't even notice....ect' yeah... me being paranoid? think not ( Read more... )