bleh!

[baby_girl94]

So am i pathetic if i still love him? If i still wish he was mine, and if i want him back? He was the boy who wanted to marry me, and i screwed up by leaving him for another guy...they guy who ended up abandoning me, of course when i actually got that guy, it wasn't as great as i thought it was gonna be, i found myself thinking about the other one

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[thinsilhouette]

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[funkykangaru]

so im jessica, im new to the whole livejournal thing, but i gotta say, i know exactly what you were going through, and i hope that everything's going a little better. all i can think to say is the mantra i've been using to get me through terrible times: everything happens for a reason. whether to make us stronger, to give us perspective, to put us on a different path-whatever. it'll be ok. take care!

[suicidal91]

i understand too. been there... had the scissors in my hand.. unfortunately never had the strength! i noticed this was in january so im hoping this is over... but if not trust me it could be worse. i have been through your problem and the added pain of parents not caring or wanting to know.. thinking you are worthless... no friends. no life. just wish i had the strength to kill myself right now but i dont. does it get better? i doubt it. that is just the misery of life.

[baby_girl94]

thank you honey
well things are actually ok now...but i still feel worthless and i get to the point where i want to kill myself too
please don't do it though...life is actually not that bad if you give it a chace
i hope things get good for you, you deserve it
xoxo