Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again?

[baasheep]

Today marks the 364th day of my mothers death. According to the old wives tales you need a year and a day to grieve. That way you get all the "first" anniversaries out of the way. Yeaaah

Comments

[badylugz]

*hugs* it sounds cathartic that you wrote all of that, but I have no idea how hard it must be when you were so close to her. *hugs* for the next 364 years because I doubt you can grieve for a loss that big in just one year.

[ziola]

Big, big hugs, fluff.

[puppie]

Squeezing you so hard right now, honey.

Keep coming back here and keep telling us about it, let it all out in all its blackness. Better out than in.

[iowalaw]

hugs. I am so sorry. So so sorry.

[nieci]

I wish I could take this grief away from you, to bring your Mam home to you and let you physically love her.

I guess that in my own grief over my uncle, I am just happy that she suffered for only a short time. It is you who I worry about. You and your dad, who have suffered the longest.

You are in my heart and thoughts. She died with grace. You live with that grace.