yes it is time to turn in and yes you are adorable and we shall do more sisterly things together and "Always and Forever" just started playing when I clicked your post and I believe it is destiny but seriously the band needs to stop being this drug you can't get enough of because we have lives we want to ruin for the band but honestly cant and damn it jon that fucking face
okay we both need to get sleep good night my adorable imouto can't wait for halloween!!!
/bawls 'cause i miss them SO FUCKING MUCH. like, it's not even JUST Jon anymore (though, ofc, he is a large part of it). It's about being there, in front of all of them, head-banging, dancing, singing.
But Jon seriously just needs to sit the fuck down because fuck you man you are invading my thoughts every single second I'm not preoccupied with something else which is like 60% of the time and it sucks so bad because I want to see him again so much and i cAN'T.
AT LEAST WITH THE REST OF THE BAND, THE WAIT IS BEARABLE. BUT I CAN'T STAND ANOTHER TWO MONTHS WITHOUT JON, MAN, I CAN'T.
hopefully, this is just a phase and a post-fade thing and will pass soon because i need to get my life back on track, lol.
I'm so annoyed because I hate these periods where I get so extremely fangirly and it's as if I just fell in love with them all over again. It's wonderful but terrible and aaaaaagh.
*Jon, haha, and yes he does. I also adore that blue blazer of his. :)
Hell yeah! Work's kinda fun these days, actually, if not just peaceful and a little boring. In the past, it caused me so much stress and anxiety because I hate talking to people, so everyday was like a war, lol. But I'm used to it now so instead of going to battle, I'm just going to work. ♥
*cough, cough* Yes, ahem, *Jon*. Arg, brain, why did you spell it wrong? My apologies. >.<
But I'm used to it now so instead of going to battle, I'm just going to work. ♥
I'm starting to feel the same way about work, too--though I still have my bad days. Bookworms not wired to deal with flesh and blood people, noooooo. LOL.
Hahaha, I think I'm actually becoming more socially active these days which is so weird but I can't say that I hate it. I still get nervous when I'm left alone with people I don't know well but at least I can carry on a conversation now. Yay, I'm maturing!
With Rui, Nori, Kansei and Godo, idk, I'm nervous but I can still talk to them. When it comes to Jon, I just blabber. Needless to say, I still feel awfully stupid because of some of the comments I made, lol.
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and "Always and Forever" just started playing when I clicked your post and I believe it is destiny but seriously the band needs to stop being this drug you can't get enough of because we have lives we want to ruin for the band but honestly cant and damn it jon that fucking face
okay we both need to get sleep
good night my adorable imouto
can't wait for halloween!!!
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But Jon seriously just needs to sit the fuck down because fuck you man you are invading my thoughts every single second I'm not preoccupied with something else which is like 60% of the time and it sucks so bad because I want to see him again so much and i cAN'T.
AT LEAST WITH THE REST OF THE BAND, THE WAIT IS BEARABLE. BUT I CAN'T STAND ANOTHER TWO MONTHS WITHOUT JON, MAN, I CAN'T.
hopefully, this is just a phase and a post-fade thing and will pass soon because i need to get my life back on track, lol.
goodnight onee-san. two more weeks. :>
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Ooo, this is a lovely song! (And John pulls off the hat very well, too. :P)
Congrats on feeling so comfortable and confident at work! It's a great relief to NOT feel like diving under a table every so often, isn't it?
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*Jon, haha, and yes he does. I also adore that blue blazer of his. :)
Hell yeah! Work's kinda fun these days, actually, if not just peaceful and a little boring. In the past, it caused me so much stress and anxiety because I hate talking to people, so everyday was like a war, lol. But I'm used to it now so instead of going to battle, I'm just going to work. ♥
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But I'm used to it now so instead of going to battle, I'm just going to work. ♥
I'm starting to feel the same way about work, too--though I still have my bad days. Bookworms not wired to deal with flesh and blood people, noooooo. LOL.
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With Rui, Nori, Kansei and Godo, idk, I'm nervous but I can still talk to them. When it comes to Jon, I just blabber. Needless to say, I still feel awfully stupid because of some of the comments I made, lol.
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