OK, first off it's hard to except change. I know that and you should know that about me. Time. I've told you, time is so cruccial. Maybe things won't go back to how they used to be and maybe thats teh only way you want them, but chnaging youself into someone who hooks up with a ton of guys it seems, getting drunk, and now experimenting with drugs. I dont consider that a good girl. I consider that someone who is just dont whatever and doens't give a fuck. Still. Which is cool, but I dotn consider your decisions correct but that is osmething you have never cared about :others opinions. Danielle, I love you. You've always been tehre for me when no one else wanted to and you know what if you want this to go back then those 3 people need to really want it too. That's what needed to happen. I wish you luck with everything. Just do what YOU want. What is good for YOU, and dont spread yourself into too many different dirrections. Pick a path and focus. I love you. Out. Theresa
i know, you arent a big fan of me. but i stumbled upon your journal & read this & thought i would offer some of my thoughts. not that i expect you to take them into consideration or anything, but yeah..
ive tried to change; a million times & then some. done everything i could to not be who i am. & i failed every time. i even tried to convince myself that i had actually changed. sort of like, to escape myself. im pretty sure no one actually changes. no matter how much of an effort they put forth. being someone different, is nothing more than acting. or in my opinion anyways. to tell you the truth danielle, ive "changed" so many times, im not sure who i really, truly am. & that scares me. & i dont think anyone should feel that way. be comfortable with who you are. dont look for acceptance from other people, look for acceptance from yourself & no matter how lame & cliche that sounds, its helped me a lot. to tell you the truth, i kind of miss your constant arguments. =/ yeah, im done now.
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ive tried to change; a million times & then some. done everything i could to not be who i am. & i failed every time. i even tried to convince myself that i had actually changed. sort of like, to escape myself. im pretty sure no one actually changes. no matter how much of an effort they put forth. being someone different, is nothing more than acting. or in my opinion anyways.
to tell you the truth danielle, ive "changed" so many times, im not sure who i really, truly am. & that scares me. & i dont think anyone should feel that way.
be comfortable with who you are. dont look for acceptance from other people, look for acceptance from yourself & no matter how lame & cliche that sounds, its helped me a lot.
to tell you the truth, i kind of miss your constant arguments. =/
yeah, im done now.
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