Faking? I guess so..didn't really think of that. Or at least it's more subconciously being done. I don't know, it's like the reasoning part of me is separate from the emotional part of me, and of course the reasoning part seems to show more. I kind of feel at odds with myself, because for all I know I should be happy. There really isn't any reason why I shouldn't feel completely satisfied right now; so I figure that I should feel fine. And thus can't understand why it would be otherwise. I guess it kind of feels like something's missing. I don't know
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Something missing, huh. Yeah, I can relate. I feel pretty lonely a lot of the time, even if there are friends and family around. Sometimes I think it's because I keep myself distant from them, but really it's just that we've never been that close to begin with nor will we ever be. There aren't many people I trust, and almost none of them are here
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Hm, judging from the way she acts I would guess that it's out of both pity and looking good. (Of course when people try to dish out pity like that, it makes me feel like putting my fist in their face.) Well, I think it may be working; she doesn't seem to be bugging me quite so much anymore.
(...A lot of patience? Hm, I'm not sure; I suppose. It's something more like "Wtf, Robert, why did you do that again!" Or at least that's what it feels like. And considering that he's 40 or so...no, there's not much hope of him changing.)
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(...A lot of patience? Hm, I'm not sure; I suppose. It's something more like "Wtf, Robert, why did you do that again!" Or at least that's what it feels like. And considering that he's 40 or so...no, there's not much hope of him changing.)
You say that with such enthusiasm. *sweatdrops*
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(That's a shame. Even though I don't think people stop changing so long as they're alive.)
Yes! Shouldn't I?
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Um..nevermind. >>;
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Okay~! ^^
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