Harsh

[azraiel]

Thats what this world is, and very unforgiving it seems

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[nocnitsa]

I thought: blame Toronto!
but thats hardly fair.
I thought: blame moving!
but thats childish
I thought: blame lovers!
but thats ridiculous
I thought: blame humanity!

is that fair?

Pestilence? (death, disease, war)

is there a 'blame', or only what is

[azraiel]

Ahh theres my logical jeff, youre always good to remind me.

I finally figured out what I am going to do, not sure if it will work but at least ill be happy knowing i tried.
Filmschool and acting here I come.

[blackened_angel]

wow. reading parts of that was like reading my laments about losing my creativity...(few have seen those...for a reason!)

i think i understand, if not most, at least some of what you wrote...

i hope the numbness stops. i hope that you feel less 'broken'. i hope you have more hope soon. in any case, though, i send hugs.

*******

i think i might come to visit toronto sometime this summer. we'll see. money is a factor. as usual. :P BUT!!! i'm working at la vie en rose, so i will be a sexy lady selling sexy lingerie. woo! FEEL the excitement. *ahem* ANYways. you still at cadillac lounge? how is the roommate situation? how is the BOY situation? :P hmm. we need to have some alberts' patties and coffee talk. soon. i miss ya! (and...you HAVE to see my hair, now that it's my 'normal' colour. heh)

kay. i'm gonna shut up now n stop writing a goddamned essay. but hopefully we'll talk soon...maybe about a visit? fuuuuun! :)

[frazzy]

Hi. Just thought I'd mention that I added you a while back. Feel free to add me!