I Love Hyung (16/17)
Title: I Love Hyung
Pairings: KyuMin and EunHae
Genre: Angst, Romance, Friendship, AU, Yaoi, Smut
Rating: NC-17
Warning: boy-to-boy love, violence, language, rape
Chapter Summary: Is it really about forgiving and forgetting?
Previous Chapters:
Prologue ○ 1 * 2 * 3 * 4 * 5 * 6 * 7 * 8 * 9 * 10 * 11 * 12 * 13 * 14 * 15
To make up for all of my late updates, I give you now a long chapter! Enjoy this second to the last chapter!
He smiled as he opened the chained gate, hearing sounds of laughter and a ball bouncing. Not taking his eyes off a particular tall brunet who is currently in control of the ball, bare arm raised as a signal to his teammates whilst his other hand does the dribbling, he moved towards an unoccupied bench and there he sat to watch his boyfriend play with his friends.
He wanted to scream like a fan girl as he watches his lover coolly glide and run past his opponents, expertly driving to the basket by leaping up under it and used a hand to drop the ball directly into the basket.
He thought he just saw Kyuhyun fly.
After the brunet successfully shot the ball, he saw Changmin point to him with a grin, and when the other male turned to look at him, a wide smile immediately painted his handsome sweaty face. He returned the smile with his signature one as his lover made his way towards him, raising an eyebrow when the younger paused on his tracks a few meters away from him to gawk.
“Why, what’s wrong?” he asked.
Then, the brown-haired continued walking and pressed a light kiss on his forehead, leveling his face with his afterwards, “Blond looks hot on you.” At the comment, he knew he blushed.
Stroking his newly-dyed blond hair, he grinned at the younger, “I never knew you play basketball well,” Kyuhyun shrugged while he sat beside his boyfriend, grabbing the towel hanged on the backrest and wiped the sweat on his neck and face, “You never asked.”
Sungmin snapped his head to the other, his eyes sparkling in admiration for his lover, “Seriously, you were really cool there!” then the blond pouted as he mumbled, “You can sing very well, you’re a genius, you’re good at computer games, and you’re also good at basketball! Why are you so perfect?”
“Says the one who could play lots of instruments, sing and dance, do martial arts, do magic, and is also intelligent.” The younger retorted quickly after a scoff.
Having nothing to respond to that, Sungmin decided to continue pouting as he sat properly and cross his arms on his chest, knowing that he is Kyuhyun’s weakness.
And it is effective.
Kyuhyun immediately draped an arm around his neck and kissed his cheek while the younger’s free arm reached for the other side of his cheek and pressed it so that he will face him, but he pretended to be sulking and refused to look at the other.
What Kyuhyun did next was one thing he didn’t expect; the brunet pulled his hair to raise his head, and then in an instant, he felt Kyuhyun’s lips hardly crashed onto his, his heart and mind panicking as he heard Kyuhyun’s friends’ groans of fake disgust. Not able to close his eyes, he brought his hands to Kyuhyun’s shoulder to push the younger away - not that he doesn’t want it - but Kyuhyun voluntarily pulled away, and looked at him in pure amusement.
Since he was still recovering from that shocking moment, he was left speechless and Kyuhyun cannot help himself but laugh at him.
“You are much more irresistible like this, blondie.” Kyuhyun teased before winking at the smaller male, and it earned him a light playful smack on his arm.
“As much as I find you sweating like that so sexy, I’d rather see you drenching and panting on the bed on top of me…” Sungmin whispered in a low voice, his hand clutching onto Kyuhyun’s wet bicep.
Sungmin felt like he was being undressed because of Kyuhyun’s low chuckle, especially when the younger whispered back in his sexy husky voice, “When do you want to see me drenching and panting on top of you?”
“Tonight?”
“Tonight it is, then.” Kyuhyun smiled and nodded before giving his lover’s plump lips a quick peck, ignoring Changmin’s whine.
“By the way,” the brown-haired said as the blond grabbed the towel on his neck and wiped the sweat on his face, “What really happened last night?”
Sungmin stopped his actions and stared at Kyuhyun’s handsome face for a while, sighing in surrender before narrating everything that happened.
I expected the fact that Sungjin likes Jongjin. But it never crossed my mind that he will come to me for advice.
Ever since he witnessed my scene with Henry, he thought of me as a worthless gay whore aching for cocks and holes. He looked down on me. At first, he was merely ignoring me, but being a thoughtful brother that I am, and I understood why he is like that, I bugged him so that he will talk to me, and I ended up being insulted by my brother, who used to adore and idolize me. I got mad and disappointed, especially when my parents knew and almost disowned me; who wouldn’t? They are my family. We share the same flesh and blood, so no matter what happens, we should support each other. I expected them to be the first ones to accept me, but unfortunately, it didn’t happen. Who am I kidding? My dad thinks of his money and his company, while my mom is obviously a socialite. They wouldn’t want people knowing that the heir to the Lee Corporation is actually gay, right?
Because I was blinded with hatred for them, I developed this rebelling attitude of mine towards them. I answered them back, not minding if they would hit me. I became harsh to Sungjin, which that ungrateful and disrespectful brat also did, so whenever our paths will cross, there will be no peace in the air.
Sungjin is strongly against homosexuality, just like most of our fellow Koreans. And I still can’t accept the fact that my own brother is disgusted of me.
But as I stare at Sungjin’s broken figure on my bed, all the anger I feel towards him dissipated, and all I wanted is to have him in my arms and do my job as an older brother. I admit, the joy I felt when he said he needed my advice was kind of unexplainable since it had been long since I had a normal conversation with him.
“Sungjin-ah…” I called. He gazed at me with those sad piercing eyes, which made my heart twinge slightly.
“Hyung, I don’t know what to do…” Sungjin started. “Jongjin-hyung is a nice guy, but I don’t want ruining our friendship once he knows that I like him more than a friend. Add the fact that he is committed to someone already. I can see that he is happy with Miyoung-noona… Did you already experience this?”
I sighed; this one’s a very big problem. “No, Sungjin, I haven’t. Quite frankly, I think I never liked someone as much as you liked Jongjinnie. I got attracted, yes, but that was only… lust,” I whispered the last word because I know Sungjin would feel uncomfortable. Who would want to know about your older brother’s sex life? “Last time I checked, the only person aside from Henry whom I liked sincerely is Kyuhyun, and he happened to be single when I liked him. So, I don’t think I could give you a good advice…”
I know I’m gay and I’ve gone to bed with various people already, but that doesn’t mean that I got attached to one of them. I really feel weird talking to him regarding serious things like this.
“I’m sorry, hyung.”
I was caught off-guard. Did I hear him right? Did he just say sorry to me?
“I’m sorry for everything that I have done to you, hyung. I really thought that you don’t deserve the respect I had for you, so I acted like you weren’t my brother at all. But when I talked to Kyuhyun-ssi about you, it kind of hit me that I shouldn’t have done those to you… that I shouldn’t have judged you wrongly. Even though you are… uninterested in girls, you are still the kind and gentle Sungmin-hyung that I grew up with. I really think that you changed a lot before, and I know I’m partly at fault, so I have to thank Kyuhyun-ssi for coming to your life and bring you back to being the normal Lee Sungmin…”
I was supposed to burst into tears at the touching words of my younger brother, but the mentions of Kyuhyun’s name made me feel shy.
“…so apart from asking advice from you, I’m here to ask for forgiveness. I… I hope we could still go back to being… brothers.”
And that was what made me cry. I can’t say anything. I feel light, blissful, happy… I don’t know! It was like the heavy rock placed on my heart was finally lifted up! Out of extreme happiness, I hugged Sungjin tight and sob on his shoulder. Soon enough, I also heard him crying with me.
I can’t believe it; Sungjin just said sorry to me! Sungjin still treats me as his brother! Sungjin wants us to go back the way we are before!
“I’m sorry too, Jinnie… hyung had disappointed you…”
Sungjin’s hug on me got tighter as he mumbled, “No, hyung… it’s my fault… I really know that you were drunk and wouldn’t do that to Henry if you’re sober, but I kept my mind closed… I miss you, hyung…”
“I miss you too, Jinnie… so much!”
Sungmin finished his story, burying his head on Kyuhyun’s shoulder to stifle his cries. It was Minho who noticed it and misunderstood, shrieking, “Yah, Kyuhyun-ah, why did you make Sungmin-hyung cry?! Did you ignore him for Starcraft last night?!”
“What?!” Kyuhyun asked his friend, startled. Changmin joined along, “Or you didn’t answer his calls last night?! What a mean lover!”
Pissed at his friends, Kyuhyun threw his towel to Changmin, scowling at the other, “You were there when I was talking to him on the phone yesterday! You even teased me, remember? Geez.” He said as he scooted closer to Sungmin, who hung his head up to look at Kyuhyun’s friends, sniffing as he giggled at them.
The blond smiled at his dongsaengs as he rounded his arms on Kyuhyun’s waist, pulling him closer, “Kyu did nothing… just having my drama…”
“Omo, what’s the drama all about?!” Changmin and Minho, who were the closest to Sungmin, rushed to him and kneeled on the ground, their hands placed atop Sungmin’s lap, so Kyuhyun had to slap their hands away.
“It’s nothing, you two. Just reunited with Sungjin-”
“REUNITED WITH SUNGJIN?! HOLY COW, SUNGMIN-HYUNG, CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!” Changmin and Minho shouted, and at the same time, hugged Sungmin tight, making Kyuhyun kick and push them.
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“Where are we going, Kyu?” Sungmin asked his lover, letting the other drag him. He pouted when Kyuhyun just smiled at him and didn’t say a thing.
“Kyuuuuuuuuu~” the blond whined to the taller guy, pulling the latter’s hand to stop him from walking. Kyuhyun turned to him with a grin and kissed his lips while wrapping an arm around his neck before walking again, totally ignoring his complaints.
To Sungmin’s surprise, they are heading to the dorms. It was on the other side of the building and Sungmin doesn’t have a friend who rooms on the area, so he wasn’t quite familiar with the surroundings, though it’s almost the same as their side.
They stopped in front of a door, where 215-B is written there. He doesn’t have any idea on who is occupying that room until the door opened and revealed a tall red-haired Chinese, whom he recognized as Zhoumi.
“Ah, Kui Xian, you’re here! Hello, Sungmin-hyung!” The Chinese beamed at them before opening the door widely to accommodate the both of them inside, with Kyuhyun pulling Sungmin in while saying thanks to his foreign friend. Actually, Sungmin still feels weird whenever Zhoumi will call Kyuhyun as Kui Xian. It’s like a nickname or something. Well, I call him Kyu! Kyu is obviously cuter and sweeter than Kui Xian!
He was too focused on silently washing his jealousy away that he failed to immediately notice that aside from the three of them, there were also two figures inside; the first one sort of looks like him, while the other has those chubby cheeks and cute pointy eyes. Of course, he felt nervous seeing the latter, who was equally shocked as well.
“Hi, hyung! Hi, Kyuhyun-ssi!” Sungjin giddily called while he stand up and skip towards the two newcomers. Giving a small smile to his brother, Sungmin unconsciously grabbed his boyfriend’s hand, squeezing it to let him know of his nervousness.
“What’s… this?” the blond asked, his gaze altering between Sungjin and Kyuhyun, frowning when he saw his boyfriend talking to Zhoumi, who was babbling something in Mandarin before leaving the room. He just doesn’t know why he feels uncomfortable when Kyuhyun is with Zhoumi.
“Since we already made up, I thought it’s already time for the two of you to clear things up as well!”
Sungmin bit his lips; he is totally not ready for this. Yes, he wants to receive Henry’s forgiveness, but he doesn’t know what to say, and he doesn’t know how to act properly in a situation like this. This should be guided by a script.
“Hey,” Kyuhyun pulled Sungmin to face him and trapped the latter’s face in between his hands, whispering, “You can do this, okay?” He smiled at the smaller male’s pout, pressing a light kiss on his boyfriend’s lips before letting Sungjin drag Sungmin towards the bed.
Sungmin then found himself sitting on the bed beside Henry, sighing heavily after the door closed, leaving only the two of them inside.
No one was speaking. They weren’t even looking at each other. How could they? They never saw each other for nearly four years, and the last time they had a conversation was… traumatic. They have had bad memories regarding each other.
Sungmin is a man full of pride. He doesn’t want to lower himself in front of other people. He is, after all, a son of the famous tycoon Lee Chunji. He was raised knowing how reputation and name are one of the most important aspects in success. He was trained on not showing other people what he truly feels, including his weaknesses. Strength is a must. And he brought it while he is growing up.
However, there was one person who broke his great wall: someone by the name of Cho Kyuhyun. Yes, he told Hyukjae his darkest secrets, but never did he cry so hard in front of his friend. He only exposed his full vulnerability to Kyuhyun, the person he loves truly, and will probably the one he will only love.
Then again, he did something terrible to Henry. Perhaps, lowering your pride for a little once in a while won’t hurt.
“I’m sorry.” Surprisingly, both said that at the same time.
Henry blushed and easily avoided eye contact with Sungmin, while the latter remained gazing at the younger, his eyes softening at the cute sight of a shy Henry, “There’s nothing for you to say sorry for. Everything’s my fault.”
“But…”
“Henli-ah, you’re still as stubborn as before…” Sungmin smiled as flashbacks of his happy moments with Henry crossed his mind. He badly wants his cute dongsaeng back in his life.
“To be honest,” he started, his eyes flashing a sad smile when the younger glanced back at him, “I really liked you more of a brother. I… I was attracted to you. But I don’t want you to see me as someone dirty or something low because of me liking a fellow guy, so I distanced myself from you. Still, I don’t know why you were persistent and kept on tailing me around like a puppy, and I know that I have a soft spot for you, so I failed to resist you…”
He sharply sighed before continuing, now the one who averted his gaze away from Henry. “Until that one night. Hyukjae and the guys tagged me to drink on one of our friend’s house. That was my first time drinking liquor, so I easily got drunk. Everything that happened after that was still completely blank in my mind ‘til I… saw you…” Tears welled up in his eyes, so he looks up to prevent it from falling.
“I’m really sorry, Henli. I don’t know what I was doing back then. I swear I regretted that ‘til now that I even refused to go out with dongsaengs…”
“What about Kyuhyun-hyung? Isn’t he a dongsaeng?” Henry asked cautiously, more like shyly, in Sungmin’s opinion.
At the memory, Sungmin can’t help but chuckle. “I didn’t go out with Kyuhyun at first. I rejected him, too. But things happened too fast and here am I, dating a dongsaeng, who happens to be a friend of yours. Kyuhyun is not hard to love. He is adorable like you.” He always feels light when they are talking about his boyfriend that he already forgot that he was about to cry.
The Chinese smiled, taking Sungmin by surprise when he hugged the older guy from the side. Burying his face on Sungmin’s shoulder, he mumbled, “I forgive you, hyung… I… I forgave you ages ago because you are my favorite hyung, but I was still too scared to talk to you after all that happened…”
Sungmin, being the pessimistic he is (there are times, okay), moved to slightly push Henry away and look at him in bewilderment; not sure if he heard it right, “Come again?”
Henry blushed. “I said… I forgive you, Sungmin-hyung…”
“Really?! That easy?!” Sungmin can’t contain what he feels right now. If he is dreaming, then he doesn’t want to wake up forever.
The other pouted, “Do you want me to take it back?”
Sungmin laughed before taking the younger in his arms, commenting, “You surely learned something from your Kyuhyun-hyung, huh.” At that, Henry laughed along with him, slowly lifting his arms to hug his hyung back.
“By the way,” Sungmin pulled from the hug and held the younger’s shoulders, his tone suddenly becoming serious, “Is Zhoumi having a crush on Kyuhyun? Or they had something in the past?”
Not wanting to say anything, Henry just grinned, but that already answered Sungmin’s question.
“Okay then.”
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Kyuhyun groaned at the amount of force his boyfriend exerted to pin him on the bed, his back slightly aching at the impact. Sungmin hovered over him, straddling his waist as the older crouched to lean his face closer to his, his voice is dangerously low to his liking, “Did you have fun with Zhou Mi earlier, Kyuhyun-ssi?” He shivered at the husky tone of the other, especially at the mention of his name with a honorific. Sungmin is really angry,
“W-What? Z-Zhou… Mi? There’s-”
“There is nothing going on between you, hm?” Sungmin whispered on his lips while gently stroking his jawline. Seriously, what is happening to Sungmin?
“Y-Yes… aaahhh… M-Min…” Kyuhyun wasn’t able to control his moan the moment Sungmin grounded his hips on his, making their erections rub on each other.
“Hm?” The blond hummed as he teasingly sucked the skin behind Kyuhyun’s ear, his hand sneaking under the brunet’s shirt and caressed the guy’s waist, earning low groans from his lover. “You went with Zhoumi earlier, right?”
“Yes…ngghhh… ah!” Kyuhyun let out a manly shriek when Sungmin harshly bit his earlobe and spanked his side at the same time, with the blond growling, “Naughty Kyu. Going out with your ex while your present is working on a drama?”
Kyuhyun gawked at his lover unbelievably, “How did you know that?” The smaller man smirked at him, whispering after licking Kyuhyun’s lips, “I have my own ways,” When Sungmin felt that the younger tried catching his tongue with his teeth, he instantly backed away slightly, a triumphant grin was formed on his lips when he heard the other whimper. “I waited hours for you and that Chinese bamboo stick to come back, you know. Sungjinnie even came earlier than you…”
“No calls,” he grazed his teeth on Kyuhyun’s cheek, darting his tongue out at times, “No text messages,” he then faced the younger, his orbs getting dark as he snarled, “What did you do for two hours?”
Knowing where this is going, Kyuhyun regained his composure from all the seducing ministrations of his anxious lover to him, so he firmly wrapped his long legs around the older guy’s waist and swiftly switched their positions, putting his weight on his hands which are placed on Sungmin’s wrists to prevent him from pinning him back on the bed. He can be strong too, you know.
“My baby is jealous…” he teased the one under him, his smirk not fading away though Sungmin is struggling from his grip. He’s damn strong.
“Am not,” Sungmin hissed while making efforts to shove Kyuhyun away from him, but he stopped all of those when Kyuhyun abruptly crashed his lips with his. At first, he was immobile due to shock, but as Kyuhyun’s tongue explored his cavern, a loud moan escaped his lips, and as his boyfriend’s grip on his wrists loosened, he placed his hands on Kyuhyun’s nape, pushing him towards him for a deeper kiss.
Feeling the loss of oxygen, they pulled from each other, panting as they stared at each other’s lust-filled eyes, with Kyuhyun breaking the silence between them, “I’m sorry if we took long without informing you. He had fun shopping, and I had no choice but to accompany him. I swear what happened between us is just in the past. We both know that our relationship was just an experiment. Just like what you said earlier, you are now my present, but if you won’t mind, I would want to add something to that…”
“What?” Sungmin breathily muttered, still not convinced.
Kyuhyun leaned down to place a kiss on Sungmin’s forehead before saying with a loving smile, a smile only Sungmin had the privilege to see, “I would love for you to be my future, too…”
Sungmin would lie if he will say that he is not overly flattered by that. Hell, he can’t even explain the bliss in his heart right now! Why is Kyuhyun perfect?
“Cheesy,”
“Only for you, babe.”
o( ≥ w ≤ )o
“You ready?” Kyuhyun innocently asked Sungmin as he positioned his throbbing lubricated member on the latter’s hole, making the blond chuckle at the question, “I should be the one asking you that.”
It then hit Kyuhyun that this is indeed his first time, while Sungmin is the experienced one. He doesn’t care for that fact; as long as he’ll be the only one to enter Sungmin starting now.
Slowly, he penetrated Sungmin, earning a muffled whimper from the one below him. To distract the other from the pain, he brushed away the hair covering his lover’s beautiful sweaty face before kissing him.
Soon after, Kyuhyun’s thrusts became erratic due to Sungmin’s encouraging sexy moans, his mind losing its rationality as he stares at the stunning writhing person beneath him, clinging onto him like his life depends on him.
They both know that they are nearing their peak, with Sungmin screaming loud as Kyuhyun finally hit his prostate, the latter gladly abusing it with all his might.
Just when they were about to have their release, the door slammed open, making Kyuhyun quickly pull himself from the older and hid under the blanket beside Sungmin, who also covered his lower part with the cloth before frustratingly throwing the nearest thing to him - a pillow - to the intruder, who is named as Lee Hyukjae.
Seriously, why are they always interrupted?
Hyukjae didn’t seem to mind that he just barged in two people nearing their climax for he just threw the pillow aside and directly went to his roommate, holding the other’s hand, tugging it, “Min, let’s go to Hae’s room!”
Sungmin flared in anger, violently pulling his hand from Hyukjae’s grip, “WHAT THE FUCK?! YOU INTERRUPTED US JUST SO YOU COULD DRAG ME TO PLAY AT HAE’S?!”
“That’s not what I meant! I feel like something bad will happen to Hae!” the red head yelled back.
“Then go check on him by yourself!”
“Please come with me! I don’t know why, but I feel that this is something terrible!”
“You’re not a kid anymore, Lee Hyukjae!”
“After this, I will let you have sex here no matter how long you may take! Kyuhyun can fuck you even in my bed when yours is already covered with your cum! Just please, come with me, Min!” the dancer pleaded.
Sungmin saw the desperate glint on his friend’s eyes and he knows that the other isn’t kidding. Sighing heavily, he nodded, earning a relieved smile from the other, but he is still frowning at him. “Can we dress up first?” he angrily hissed at Hyukjae, who sheepishly grinned at him.
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“You want a dog or a fish?”
“Fish!”
“What, you’re still on to fishes?!”
“I love fishes!”
“Dogs are cuter.”
“Fishes are easier to take care of!”
“You really look like a fish,”
“You look like a monkey!”
“Still the same Donghae. I missed this…”
“…”
“I miss my best friend…”
“…Me too…”
No matter how hard he tries, he just can’t replace Eunhyuk in Donghae’s heart. Donghae said he will give him a chance, but from the looks of it, it is like there was no chance given to him at all.
What does he have to do? People say that he is the perfect man. He has everything a person would wish for. But what they don’t know is that he just can’t get one thing he desires the most: Donghae.
He’s desperate. He wants Donghae. He needs Donghae. He loves Donghae. He can give everything Donghae wants. He will make Donghae happy.
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Donghae jumped from the couch when he heard the loud slamming of the door, his eyes widening in concern at the sight of a drunken Siwon tipsily walking inside.
“Oh my god, Siwon, why did you drink?!” he said as helped Siwon to settle on the bed, only for him to be pulled under the tall man.
“Siwon-ah, wha-” he wasn’t able to finish his sentence for Siwon roughly kissed him, forcing his tongue inside his mouth. Siwon’s hold on his wrists is very tight that he felt helpless as he tries to push the guy away from him.
Since Siwon’s body is as hard as rock, he was defenseless and just cried whilst he closed his eyes, trying to think of wonderful things to distract him from what his roommate is doing to him.
As Siwon started sucking his neck, he bit back a whimper, especially when he felt the guy’s erection on his thigh, shivering in fear as Siwon dry humped him.
“No! Please stop, Siwon!!!”
But Siwon continued ravishing Donghae’s neck, not hearing anything from the other man.
“HYUKJAE!!!! PLEASE HELP ME, HYUKJAE!!!!!!”
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“Aish, Min, can you please dress faster? Kyuhyun is already finished.” Sungmin just glared at him.
HYUKJAE!!!! PLEASE HELP ME, HYUKJAE!!!!!!
He thought he heard Donghae’s voice. Suddenly, a feeling of fear crept on his chest, his body involuntarily moving to run out of the room, ignoring Sungmin’s yells.
He ran as fast as he could, his heart thumping fast against his chest as he rush to his best friend’s room. He doesn’t know if he is paranoid or he just missed the guy, but he is sure that something bad is happening to Donghae.
As soon as he reached the doorstep, he pried the wooden door open, blood instantly rushing to his head when he saw a half naked Siwon trying to undress a crying Donghae.
“Hae!”
Due to anger overtaking him, he ruthlessly shoved the taller man away from Donghae and repeatedly punched him hard on the jaw even if Siwon’s nose is bleeding.
“How dare you touch my best friend, you rapist?!!!!”
“Hyukkie! Stop now, please!” Donghae’s cries were not even heard for Hyukjae is focused on destroying the man’s face.
“Hyuk- Oh my god, Hyukjae! Kyu, go to Hae!” Sungmin screamed as he went towards the other two males to separate them, while Kyuhyun went to Donghae and dressed his weeping hyung.
“Min, let go of me and let me kill that bastard!” Hyukjae furiously growled, trying to free from Sungmin’s strong arms and resume what he was doing to the guy sitting on the floor.
“LEE HYUKJAE, SHUT THE FUCK UP!” Sungmin’s shout successfully shut his mouth up, his gaze darting back to Donghae, who was looking at him in fear and is clutching on Kyuhyun’s arm, trembling. “Hyukkie…”
“Oh, Hae…” The red-haired rushed to Donghae, enveloping the younger in his arms, letting his best friend sob on his chest while he hushes him up by stroking his back. “Nothing’s going to happen to you again, okay? I’m here… I will not let anyone hurt you… It’s okay now…”
Sungmin looked at Siwon, who is slowly regaining his consciousness as he nurses his bleeding nose. Somehow, he saw himself in Siwon years ago. Just like Siwon, he also raped someone. The only difference is that no one stopped him from violating Henry. Henry may have forgiven him already, but the guilt will stay forever in his heart, and just the thought made him cringe.
He is sure that he will cry any minute now; however the feeling of Kyuhyun’s arm around his neck washed all his worries away, especially seeing that gentle smile of his lover.
“Hae,” Hyukjae went in front of Donghae the moment he heard Siwon’s voice, while Sungmin kneeled beside the guy, wiping the blood above the man’s lips.
“Hyuk,” Sungmin scowled at Hyukjae for he knew that the latter will charge to Siwon again. The red-haired just remained silent and held Donghae tighter.
“Hae, I’m sorry… I was drunk… I don’t know what I was doing…” Siwon cried. Memories of apologizing to Henry after he snapped back to reality flashed back on Sungmin's mind.
“You basta-”
“Lee Hyukjae.” Sungmin, once again, hissed. Though Hyukjae denies it, he is scared of Sungmin.
Donghae just sniffed as he gawked at Siwon, who kneeled in front of him and Hyukjae, his head hung down. Thru the rise and fall of Siwon’s shoulders, he knew that the guy is crying.
He gently pushed Hyukjae to the side, now making his way to Siwon, ignoring Hyukjae. He knelt in front of his roommate and hugged him, much to Siwon’s and Hyukjae’s surprise. Sungmin’s gaze softened at the sight; Donghae is just the most adorable.
“I’m sorry I can’t love you back…” he whispered only for Siwon to hear. The other male smiled genuinely and hugged the younger back, “I know. I’m really sorry, Hae.”
“It’s okay, Siwonnie… It’s okay…”
“Hae,” both looked over at Hyukjae, who walked towards them and pulled Donghae up, his eyes glued to Siwon, “He will be sleeping at our room tonight.” Without any words after that, Hyukjae pulled Donghae out of the room, with Sungmin and Kyuhyun staring pitifully at Siwon.
The next day, they discovered that Siwon already dropped-out of the school.
TBC
So, this is the second to the last chapter! Thank you to all my readers, especially to those who frequently comment! I really appreciate that! n_n
Pairings: KyuMin and EunHae
Genre: Angst, Romance, Friendship, AU, Yaoi, Smut
Rating: NC-17
Warning: boy-to-boy love, violence, language, rape
Chapter Summary: Is it really about forgiving and forgetting?
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To make up for all of my late updates, I give you now a long chapter! Enjoy this second to the last chapter!
He smiled as he opened the chained gate, hearing sounds of laughter and a ball bouncing. Not taking his eyes off a particular tall brunet who is currently in control of the ball, bare arm raised as a signal to his teammates whilst his other hand does the dribbling, he moved towards an unoccupied bench and there he sat to watch his boyfriend play with his friends.
He wanted to scream like a fan girl as he watches his lover coolly glide and run past his opponents, expertly driving to the basket by leaping up under it and used a hand to drop the ball directly into the basket.
He thought he just saw Kyuhyun fly.
After the brunet successfully shot the ball, he saw Changmin point to him with a grin, and when the other male turned to look at him, a wide smile immediately painted his handsome sweaty face. He returned the smile with his signature one as his lover made his way towards him, raising an eyebrow when the younger paused on his tracks a few meters away from him to gawk.
“Why, what’s wrong?” he asked.
Then, the brown-haired continued walking and pressed a light kiss on his forehead, leveling his face with his afterwards, “Blond looks hot on you.” At the comment, he knew he blushed.
Stroking his newly-dyed blond hair, he grinned at the younger, “I never knew you play basketball well,” Kyuhyun shrugged while he sat beside his boyfriend, grabbing the towel hanged on the backrest and wiped the sweat on his neck and face, “You never asked.”
Sungmin snapped his head to the other, his eyes sparkling in admiration for his lover, “Seriously, you were really cool there!” then the blond pouted as he mumbled, “You can sing very well, you’re a genius, you’re good at computer games, and you’re also good at basketball! Why are you so perfect?”
“Says the one who could play lots of instruments, sing and dance, do martial arts, do magic, and is also intelligent.” The younger retorted quickly after a scoff.
Having nothing to respond to that, Sungmin decided to continue pouting as he sat properly and cross his arms on his chest, knowing that he is Kyuhyun’s weakness.
And it is effective.
Kyuhyun immediately draped an arm around his neck and kissed his cheek while the younger’s free arm reached for the other side of his cheek and pressed it so that he will face him, but he pretended to be sulking and refused to look at the other.
What Kyuhyun did next was one thing he didn’t expect; the brunet pulled his hair to raise his head, and then in an instant, he felt Kyuhyun’s lips hardly crashed onto his, his heart and mind panicking as he heard Kyuhyun’s friends’ groans of fake disgust. Not able to close his eyes, he brought his hands to Kyuhyun’s shoulder to push the younger away - not that he doesn’t want it - but Kyuhyun voluntarily pulled away, and looked at him in pure amusement.
Since he was still recovering from that shocking moment, he was left speechless and Kyuhyun cannot help himself but laugh at him.
“You are much more irresistible like this, blondie.” Kyuhyun teased before winking at the smaller male, and it earned him a light playful smack on his arm.
“As much as I find you sweating like that so sexy, I’d rather see you drenching and panting on the bed on top of me…” Sungmin whispered in a low voice, his hand clutching onto Kyuhyun’s wet bicep.
Sungmin felt like he was being undressed because of Kyuhyun’s low chuckle, especially when the younger whispered back in his sexy husky voice, “When do you want to see me drenching and panting on top of you?”
“Tonight?”
“Tonight it is, then.” Kyuhyun smiled and nodded before giving his lover’s plump lips a quick peck, ignoring Changmin’s whine.
“By the way,” the brown-haired said as the blond grabbed the towel on his neck and wiped the sweat on his face, “What really happened last night?”
Sungmin stopped his actions and stared at Kyuhyun’s handsome face for a while, sighing in surrender before narrating everything that happened.
I expected the fact that Sungjin likes Jongjin. But it never crossed my mind that he will come to me for advice.
Ever since he witnessed my scene with Henry, he thought of me as a worthless gay whore aching for cocks and holes. He looked down on me. At first, he was merely ignoring me, but being a thoughtful brother that I am, and I understood why he is like that, I bugged him so that he will talk to me, and I ended up being insulted by my brother, who used to adore and idolize me. I got mad and disappointed, especially when my parents knew and almost disowned me; who wouldn’t? They are my family. We share the same flesh and blood, so no matter what happens, we should support each other. I expected them to be the first ones to accept me, but unfortunately, it didn’t happen. Who am I kidding? My dad thinks of his money and his company, while my mom is obviously a socialite. They wouldn’t want people knowing that the heir to the Lee Corporation is actually gay, right?
Because I was blinded with hatred for them, I developed this rebelling attitude of mine towards them. I answered them back, not minding if they would hit me. I became harsh to Sungjin, which that ungrateful and disrespectful brat also did, so whenever our paths will cross, there will be no peace in the air.
Sungjin is strongly against homosexuality, just like most of our fellow Koreans. And I still can’t accept the fact that my own brother is disgusted of me.
But as I stare at Sungjin’s broken figure on my bed, all the anger I feel towards him dissipated, and all I wanted is to have him in my arms and do my job as an older brother. I admit, the joy I felt when he said he needed my advice was kind of unexplainable since it had been long since I had a normal conversation with him.
“Sungjin-ah…” I called. He gazed at me with those sad piercing eyes, which made my heart twinge slightly.
“Hyung, I don’t know what to do…” Sungjin started. “Jongjin-hyung is a nice guy, but I don’t want ruining our friendship once he knows that I like him more than a friend. Add the fact that he is committed to someone already. I can see that he is happy with Miyoung-noona… Did you already experience this?”
I sighed; this one’s a very big problem. “No, Sungjin, I haven’t. Quite frankly, I think I never liked someone as much as you liked Jongjinnie. I got attracted, yes, but that was only… lust,” I whispered the last word because I know Sungjin would feel uncomfortable. Who would want to know about your older brother’s sex life? “Last time I checked, the only person aside from Henry whom I liked sincerely is Kyuhyun, and he happened to be single when I liked him. So, I don’t think I could give you a good advice…”
I know I’m gay and I’ve gone to bed with various people already, but that doesn’t mean that I got attached to one of them. I really feel weird talking to him regarding serious things like this.
“I’m sorry, hyung.”
I was caught off-guard. Did I hear him right? Did he just say sorry to me?
“I’m sorry for everything that I have done to you, hyung. I really thought that you don’t deserve the respect I had for you, so I acted like you weren’t my brother at all. But when I talked to Kyuhyun-ssi about you, it kind of hit me that I shouldn’t have done those to you… that I shouldn’t have judged you wrongly. Even though you are… uninterested in girls, you are still the kind and gentle Sungmin-hyung that I grew up with. I really think that you changed a lot before, and I know I’m partly at fault, so I have to thank Kyuhyun-ssi for coming to your life and bring you back to being the normal Lee Sungmin…”
I was supposed to burst into tears at the touching words of my younger brother, but the mentions of Kyuhyun’s name made me feel shy.
“…so apart from asking advice from you, I’m here to ask for forgiveness. I… I hope we could still go back to being… brothers.”
And that was what made me cry. I can’t say anything. I feel light, blissful, happy… I don’t know! It was like the heavy rock placed on my heart was finally lifted up! Out of extreme happiness, I hugged Sungjin tight and sob on his shoulder. Soon enough, I also heard him crying with me.
I can’t believe it; Sungjin just said sorry to me! Sungjin still treats me as his brother! Sungjin wants us to go back the way we are before!
“I’m sorry too, Jinnie… hyung had disappointed you…”
Sungjin’s hug on me got tighter as he mumbled, “No, hyung… it’s my fault… I really know that you were drunk and wouldn’t do that to Henry if you’re sober, but I kept my mind closed… I miss you, hyung…”
“I miss you too, Jinnie… so much!”
Sungmin finished his story, burying his head on Kyuhyun’s shoulder to stifle his cries. It was Minho who noticed it and misunderstood, shrieking, “Yah, Kyuhyun-ah, why did you make Sungmin-hyung cry?! Did you ignore him for Starcraft last night?!”
“What?!” Kyuhyun asked his friend, startled. Changmin joined along, “Or you didn’t answer his calls last night?! What a mean lover!”
Pissed at his friends, Kyuhyun threw his towel to Changmin, scowling at the other, “You were there when I was talking to him on the phone yesterday! You even teased me, remember? Geez.” He said as he scooted closer to Sungmin, who hung his head up to look at Kyuhyun’s friends, sniffing as he giggled at them.
The blond smiled at his dongsaengs as he rounded his arms on Kyuhyun’s waist, pulling him closer, “Kyu did nothing… just having my drama…”
“Omo, what’s the drama all about?!” Changmin and Minho, who were the closest to Sungmin, rushed to him and kneeled on the ground, their hands placed atop Sungmin’s lap, so Kyuhyun had to slap their hands away.
“It’s nothing, you two. Just reunited with Sungjin-”
“REUNITED WITH SUNGJIN?! HOLY COW, SUNGMIN-HYUNG, CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!” Changmin and Minho shouted, and at the same time, hugged Sungmin tight, making Kyuhyun kick and push them.
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“Where are we going, Kyu?” Sungmin asked his lover, letting the other drag him. He pouted when Kyuhyun just smiled at him and didn’t say a thing.
“Kyuuuuuuuuu~” the blond whined to the taller guy, pulling the latter’s hand to stop him from walking. Kyuhyun turned to him with a grin and kissed his lips while wrapping an arm around his neck before walking again, totally ignoring his complaints.
To Sungmin’s surprise, they are heading to the dorms. It was on the other side of the building and Sungmin doesn’t have a friend who rooms on the area, so he wasn’t quite familiar with the surroundings, though it’s almost the same as their side.
They stopped in front of a door, where 215-B is written there. He doesn’t have any idea on who is occupying that room until the door opened and revealed a tall red-haired Chinese, whom he recognized as Zhoumi.
“Ah, Kui Xian, you’re here! Hello, Sungmin-hyung!” The Chinese beamed at them before opening the door widely to accommodate the both of them inside, with Kyuhyun pulling Sungmin in while saying thanks to his foreign friend. Actually, Sungmin still feels weird whenever Zhoumi will call Kyuhyun as Kui Xian. It’s like a nickname or something. Well, I call him Kyu! Kyu is obviously cuter and sweeter than Kui Xian!
He was too focused on silently washing his jealousy away that he failed to immediately notice that aside from the three of them, there were also two figures inside; the first one sort of looks like him, while the other has those chubby cheeks and cute pointy eyes. Of course, he felt nervous seeing the latter, who was equally shocked as well.
“Hi, hyung! Hi, Kyuhyun-ssi!” Sungjin giddily called while he stand up and skip towards the two newcomers. Giving a small smile to his brother, Sungmin unconsciously grabbed his boyfriend’s hand, squeezing it to let him know of his nervousness.
“What’s… this?” the blond asked, his gaze altering between Sungjin and Kyuhyun, frowning when he saw his boyfriend talking to Zhoumi, who was babbling something in Mandarin before leaving the room. He just doesn’t know why he feels uncomfortable when Kyuhyun is with Zhoumi.
“Since we already made up, I thought it’s already time for the two of you to clear things up as well!”
Sungmin bit his lips; he is totally not ready for this. Yes, he wants to receive Henry’s forgiveness, but he doesn’t know what to say, and he doesn’t know how to act properly in a situation like this. This should be guided by a script.
“Hey,” Kyuhyun pulled Sungmin to face him and trapped the latter’s face in between his hands, whispering, “You can do this, okay?” He smiled at the smaller male’s pout, pressing a light kiss on his boyfriend’s lips before letting Sungjin drag Sungmin towards the bed.
Sungmin then found himself sitting on the bed beside Henry, sighing heavily after the door closed, leaving only the two of them inside.
No one was speaking. They weren’t even looking at each other. How could they? They never saw each other for nearly four years, and the last time they had a conversation was… traumatic. They have had bad memories regarding each other.
Sungmin is a man full of pride. He doesn’t want to lower himself in front of other people. He is, after all, a son of the famous tycoon Lee Chunji. He was raised knowing how reputation and name are one of the most important aspects in success. He was trained on not showing other people what he truly feels, including his weaknesses. Strength is a must. And he brought it while he is growing up.
However, there was one person who broke his great wall: someone by the name of Cho Kyuhyun. Yes, he told Hyukjae his darkest secrets, but never did he cry so hard in front of his friend. He only exposed his full vulnerability to Kyuhyun, the person he loves truly, and will probably the one he will only love.
Then again, he did something terrible to Henry. Perhaps, lowering your pride for a little once in a while won’t hurt.
“I’m sorry.” Surprisingly, both said that at the same time.
Henry blushed and easily avoided eye contact with Sungmin, while the latter remained gazing at the younger, his eyes softening at the cute sight of a shy Henry, “There’s nothing for you to say sorry for. Everything’s my fault.”
“But…”
“Henli-ah, you’re still as stubborn as before…” Sungmin smiled as flashbacks of his happy moments with Henry crossed his mind. He badly wants his cute dongsaeng back in his life.
“To be honest,” he started, his eyes flashing a sad smile when the younger glanced back at him, “I really liked you more of a brother. I… I was attracted to you. But I don’t want you to see me as someone dirty or something low because of me liking a fellow guy, so I distanced myself from you. Still, I don’t know why you were persistent and kept on tailing me around like a puppy, and I know that I have a soft spot for you, so I failed to resist you…”
He sharply sighed before continuing, now the one who averted his gaze away from Henry. “Until that one night. Hyukjae and the guys tagged me to drink on one of our friend’s house. That was my first time drinking liquor, so I easily got drunk. Everything that happened after that was still completely blank in my mind ‘til I… saw you…” Tears welled up in his eyes, so he looks up to prevent it from falling.
“I’m really sorry, Henli. I don’t know what I was doing back then. I swear I regretted that ‘til now that I even refused to go out with dongsaengs…”
“What about Kyuhyun-hyung? Isn’t he a dongsaeng?” Henry asked cautiously, more like shyly, in Sungmin’s opinion.
At the memory, Sungmin can’t help but chuckle. “I didn’t go out with Kyuhyun at first. I rejected him, too. But things happened too fast and here am I, dating a dongsaeng, who happens to be a friend of yours. Kyuhyun is not hard to love. He is adorable like you.” He always feels light when they are talking about his boyfriend that he already forgot that he was about to cry.
The Chinese smiled, taking Sungmin by surprise when he hugged the older guy from the side. Burying his face on Sungmin’s shoulder, he mumbled, “I forgive you, hyung… I… I forgave you ages ago because you are my favorite hyung, but I was still too scared to talk to you after all that happened…”
Sungmin, being the pessimistic he is (there are times, okay), moved to slightly push Henry away and look at him in bewilderment; not sure if he heard it right, “Come again?”
Henry blushed. “I said… I forgive you, Sungmin-hyung…”
“Really?! That easy?!” Sungmin can’t contain what he feels right now. If he is dreaming, then he doesn’t want to wake up forever.
The other pouted, “Do you want me to take it back?”
Sungmin laughed before taking the younger in his arms, commenting, “You surely learned something from your Kyuhyun-hyung, huh.” At that, Henry laughed along with him, slowly lifting his arms to hug his hyung back.
“By the way,” Sungmin pulled from the hug and held the younger’s shoulders, his tone suddenly becoming serious, “Is Zhoumi having a crush on Kyuhyun? Or they had something in the past?”
Not wanting to say anything, Henry just grinned, but that already answered Sungmin’s question.
“Okay then.”
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Kyuhyun groaned at the amount of force his boyfriend exerted to pin him on the bed, his back slightly aching at the impact. Sungmin hovered over him, straddling his waist as the older crouched to lean his face closer to his, his voice is dangerously low to his liking, “Did you have fun with Zhou Mi earlier, Kyuhyun-ssi?” He shivered at the husky tone of the other, especially at the mention of his name with a honorific. Sungmin is really angry,
“W-What? Z-Zhou… Mi? There’s-”
“There is nothing going on between you, hm?” Sungmin whispered on his lips while gently stroking his jawline. Seriously, what is happening to Sungmin?
“Y-Yes… aaahhh… M-Min…” Kyuhyun wasn’t able to control his moan the moment Sungmin grounded his hips on his, making their erections rub on each other.
“Hm?” The blond hummed as he teasingly sucked the skin behind Kyuhyun’s ear, his hand sneaking under the brunet’s shirt and caressed the guy’s waist, earning low groans from his lover. “You went with Zhoumi earlier, right?”
“Yes…ngghhh… ah!” Kyuhyun let out a manly shriek when Sungmin harshly bit his earlobe and spanked his side at the same time, with the blond growling, “Naughty Kyu. Going out with your ex while your present is working on a drama?”
Kyuhyun gawked at his lover unbelievably, “How did you know that?” The smaller man smirked at him, whispering after licking Kyuhyun’s lips, “I have my own ways,” When Sungmin felt that the younger tried catching his tongue with his teeth, he instantly backed away slightly, a triumphant grin was formed on his lips when he heard the other whimper. “I waited hours for you and that Chinese bamboo stick to come back, you know. Sungjinnie even came earlier than you…”
“No calls,” he grazed his teeth on Kyuhyun’s cheek, darting his tongue out at times, “No text messages,” he then faced the younger, his orbs getting dark as he snarled, “What did you do for two hours?”
Knowing where this is going, Kyuhyun regained his composure from all the seducing ministrations of his anxious lover to him, so he firmly wrapped his long legs around the older guy’s waist and swiftly switched their positions, putting his weight on his hands which are placed on Sungmin’s wrists to prevent him from pinning him back on the bed. He can be strong too, you know.
“My baby is jealous…” he teased the one under him, his smirk not fading away though Sungmin is struggling from his grip. He’s damn strong.
“Am not,” Sungmin hissed while making efforts to shove Kyuhyun away from him, but he stopped all of those when Kyuhyun abruptly crashed his lips with his. At first, he was immobile due to shock, but as Kyuhyun’s tongue explored his cavern, a loud moan escaped his lips, and as his boyfriend’s grip on his wrists loosened, he placed his hands on Kyuhyun’s nape, pushing him towards him for a deeper kiss.
Feeling the loss of oxygen, they pulled from each other, panting as they stared at each other’s lust-filled eyes, with Kyuhyun breaking the silence between them, “I’m sorry if we took long without informing you. He had fun shopping, and I had no choice but to accompany him. I swear what happened between us is just in the past. We both know that our relationship was just an experiment. Just like what you said earlier, you are now my present, but if you won’t mind, I would want to add something to that…”
“What?” Sungmin breathily muttered, still not convinced.
Kyuhyun leaned down to place a kiss on Sungmin’s forehead before saying with a loving smile, a smile only Sungmin had the privilege to see, “I would love for you to be my future, too…”
Sungmin would lie if he will say that he is not overly flattered by that. Hell, he can’t even explain the bliss in his heart right now! Why is Kyuhyun perfect?
“Cheesy,”
“Only for you, babe.”
o( ≥ w ≤ )o
“You ready?” Kyuhyun innocently asked Sungmin as he positioned his throbbing lubricated member on the latter’s hole, making the blond chuckle at the question, “I should be the one asking you that.”
It then hit Kyuhyun that this is indeed his first time, while Sungmin is the experienced one. He doesn’t care for that fact; as long as he’ll be the only one to enter Sungmin starting now.
Slowly, he penetrated Sungmin, earning a muffled whimper from the one below him. To distract the other from the pain, he brushed away the hair covering his lover’s beautiful sweaty face before kissing him.
Soon after, Kyuhyun’s thrusts became erratic due to Sungmin’s encouraging sexy moans, his mind losing its rationality as he stares at the stunning writhing person beneath him, clinging onto him like his life depends on him.
They both know that they are nearing their peak, with Sungmin screaming loud as Kyuhyun finally hit his prostate, the latter gladly abusing it with all his might.
Just when they were about to have their release, the door slammed open, making Kyuhyun quickly pull himself from the older and hid under the blanket beside Sungmin, who also covered his lower part with the cloth before frustratingly throwing the nearest thing to him - a pillow - to the intruder, who is named as Lee Hyukjae.
Seriously, why are they always interrupted?
Hyukjae didn’t seem to mind that he just barged in two people nearing their climax for he just threw the pillow aside and directly went to his roommate, holding the other’s hand, tugging it, “Min, let’s go to Hae’s room!”
Sungmin flared in anger, violently pulling his hand from Hyukjae’s grip, “WHAT THE FUCK?! YOU INTERRUPTED US JUST SO YOU COULD DRAG ME TO PLAY AT HAE’S?!”
“That’s not what I meant! I feel like something bad will happen to Hae!” the red head yelled back.
“Then go check on him by yourself!”
“Please come with me! I don’t know why, but I feel that this is something terrible!”
“You’re not a kid anymore, Lee Hyukjae!”
“After this, I will let you have sex here no matter how long you may take! Kyuhyun can fuck you even in my bed when yours is already covered with your cum! Just please, come with me, Min!” the dancer pleaded.
Sungmin saw the desperate glint on his friend’s eyes and he knows that the other isn’t kidding. Sighing heavily, he nodded, earning a relieved smile from the other, but he is still frowning at him. “Can we dress up first?” he angrily hissed at Hyukjae, who sheepishly grinned at him.
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“You want a dog or a fish?”
“Fish!”
“What, you’re still on to fishes?!”
“I love fishes!”
“Dogs are cuter.”
“Fishes are easier to take care of!”
“You really look like a fish,”
“You look like a monkey!”
“Still the same Donghae. I missed this…”
“…”
“I miss my best friend…”
“…Me too…”
No matter how hard he tries, he just can’t replace Eunhyuk in Donghae’s heart. Donghae said he will give him a chance, but from the looks of it, it is like there was no chance given to him at all.
What does he have to do? People say that he is the perfect man. He has everything a person would wish for. But what they don’t know is that he just can’t get one thing he desires the most: Donghae.
He’s desperate. He wants Donghae. He needs Donghae. He loves Donghae. He can give everything Donghae wants. He will make Donghae happy.
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Donghae jumped from the couch when he heard the loud slamming of the door, his eyes widening in concern at the sight of a drunken Siwon tipsily walking inside.
“Oh my god, Siwon, why did you drink?!” he said as helped Siwon to settle on the bed, only for him to be pulled under the tall man.
“Siwon-ah, wha-” he wasn’t able to finish his sentence for Siwon roughly kissed him, forcing his tongue inside his mouth. Siwon’s hold on his wrists is very tight that he felt helpless as he tries to push the guy away from him.
Since Siwon’s body is as hard as rock, he was defenseless and just cried whilst he closed his eyes, trying to think of wonderful things to distract him from what his roommate is doing to him.
As Siwon started sucking his neck, he bit back a whimper, especially when he felt the guy’s erection on his thigh, shivering in fear as Siwon dry humped him.
“No! Please stop, Siwon!!!”
But Siwon continued ravishing Donghae’s neck, not hearing anything from the other man.
“HYUKJAE!!!! PLEASE HELP ME, HYUKJAE!!!!!!”
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“Aish, Min, can you please dress faster? Kyuhyun is already finished.” Sungmin just glared at him.
HYUKJAE!!!! PLEASE HELP ME, HYUKJAE!!!!!!
He thought he heard Donghae’s voice. Suddenly, a feeling of fear crept on his chest, his body involuntarily moving to run out of the room, ignoring Sungmin’s yells.
He ran as fast as he could, his heart thumping fast against his chest as he rush to his best friend’s room. He doesn’t know if he is paranoid or he just missed the guy, but he is sure that something bad is happening to Donghae.
As soon as he reached the doorstep, he pried the wooden door open, blood instantly rushing to his head when he saw a half naked Siwon trying to undress a crying Donghae.
“Hae!”
Due to anger overtaking him, he ruthlessly shoved the taller man away from Donghae and repeatedly punched him hard on the jaw even if Siwon’s nose is bleeding.
“How dare you touch my best friend, you rapist?!!!!”
“Hyukkie! Stop now, please!” Donghae’s cries were not even heard for Hyukjae is focused on destroying the man’s face.
“Hyuk- Oh my god, Hyukjae! Kyu, go to Hae!” Sungmin screamed as he went towards the other two males to separate them, while Kyuhyun went to Donghae and dressed his weeping hyung.
“Min, let go of me and let me kill that bastard!” Hyukjae furiously growled, trying to free from Sungmin’s strong arms and resume what he was doing to the guy sitting on the floor.
“LEE HYUKJAE, SHUT THE FUCK UP!” Sungmin’s shout successfully shut his mouth up, his gaze darting back to Donghae, who was looking at him in fear and is clutching on Kyuhyun’s arm, trembling. “Hyukkie…”
“Oh, Hae…” The red-haired rushed to Donghae, enveloping the younger in his arms, letting his best friend sob on his chest while he hushes him up by stroking his back. “Nothing’s going to happen to you again, okay? I’m here… I will not let anyone hurt you… It’s okay now…”
Sungmin looked at Siwon, who is slowly regaining his consciousness as he nurses his bleeding nose. Somehow, he saw himself in Siwon years ago. Just like Siwon, he also raped someone. The only difference is that no one stopped him from violating Henry. Henry may have forgiven him already, but the guilt will stay forever in his heart, and just the thought made him cringe.
He is sure that he will cry any minute now; however the feeling of Kyuhyun’s arm around his neck washed all his worries away, especially seeing that gentle smile of his lover.
“Hae,” Hyukjae went in front of Donghae the moment he heard Siwon’s voice, while Sungmin kneeled beside the guy, wiping the blood above the man’s lips.
“Hyuk,” Sungmin scowled at Hyukjae for he knew that the latter will charge to Siwon again. The red-haired just remained silent and held Donghae tighter.
“Hae, I’m sorry… I was drunk… I don’t know what I was doing…” Siwon cried. Memories of apologizing to Henry after he snapped back to reality flashed back on Sungmin's mind.
“You basta-”
“Lee Hyukjae.” Sungmin, once again, hissed. Though Hyukjae denies it, he is scared of Sungmin.
Donghae just sniffed as he gawked at Siwon, who kneeled in front of him and Hyukjae, his head hung down. Thru the rise and fall of Siwon’s shoulders, he knew that the guy is crying.
He gently pushed Hyukjae to the side, now making his way to Siwon, ignoring Hyukjae. He knelt in front of his roommate and hugged him, much to Siwon’s and Hyukjae’s surprise. Sungmin’s gaze softened at the sight; Donghae is just the most adorable.
“I’m sorry I can’t love you back…” he whispered only for Siwon to hear. The other male smiled genuinely and hugged the younger back, “I know. I’m really sorry, Hae.”
“It’s okay, Siwonnie… It’s okay…”
“Hae,” both looked over at Hyukjae, who walked towards them and pulled Donghae up, his eyes glued to Siwon, “He will be sleeping at our room tonight.” Without any words after that, Hyukjae pulled Donghae out of the room, with Sungmin and Kyuhyun staring pitifully at Siwon.
The next day, they discovered that Siwon already dropped-out of the school.
TBC
So, this is the second to the last chapter! Thank you to all my readers, especially to those who frequently comment! I really appreciate that! n_n