Title: Oniichan, Aishiteru? - Chapter 9: Kiss
Authors:
ayakanishiPairing: Akame (and some more to come), JinXOC
Rating: PG-13-NC-17
Genre: friendship, love, romance
Disclaimer: i don't own the characters here...
Author’s Notes: It's been a while since I wrote a yaoi fic. I hope you'll still read my fics... onegaishimasu *bows*
Summary: Jin and Kazuya knew that they are brothers. But what will they do if unconsciously the love they're feeling for each other was not just mere brotherly thing? What will they do if the love they feel were in a romantic way? Will they continue this or not? If they will, how?
School was already done and it means that it's already time for the soccer practice. Like Kazuya's daily school routine, he would go to the soccer practice and watch Jin. But seems like he was not alone. Itsuko was also there. Kazuya kept his distance and tried not to let Itsuko see him. At the break, he was about to approach his big brother but Jin ran to Itsuko and suddenly kissed her lips and smiled with his sweetest.
KAZUYA: Iie... Nande? Nande?! I thought you love me... *ran away*
ITSUKO: *blushed* J-jin..?
JIN: Why? Is there something wrong with what I did? You're my girl now right? *arms around Itsuko's waist*
ITSUKO: *looked down* No, it's just... I'm not used to it...
JIN: You'll get to babe... *kissed Itsuko's forehead*
KOKI: *at the field* Buchou!!! Find a room!!! *laughed, so as Jun and Ikuta*
ITSUKO: *blushed more*
JIN: *smiled* Uruse!!!
Ten minutes passed and their break was over. Jin left Itsuko at the bench outside the field.
IKUTA: Buchou, is she your girlfriend?
JIN: Well, yeah.
IKUTA: Man, you're lucky. She's pretty.
JUN: And sexy dude. She just won Ms. Popularity this month right?
Meanwhile, wherever Kazuya was. He was crying like crazy. He decided to take his phone out of his pocket and dialed a very familiar number, Yamapi.
KAZUYA: Pi... *sniff*
YAMAPI: Kazu? What happened? Where are you?
KAZUYA: Here... *sniff* a-at the usual park... *sniff* we h-hang out...
YAMAPI: Hold a sec, I'll be there. *ended the call and ran out of the house*
Few moments passed Yamapi came seeing Kazuya crying on a swing like a little boy. He quickly ran to Kazuya.
YAMAPI: Kazu, what's wrong?
Kazuya looked at him with such lonely eyes. Kazuya stood up and suddenly embraced him then cried.
KAZUYA: Yamapi... it hurts... *cry*
YAMAPI: I... I don't really know what to say... *hugged Kazuya tight*
KAZUYA: Just... let me cry...
After the soccer practice. Jin was walking Itsuko home.
ITSUKO: Jin.. are you gonna tell Kazu-chan about us? I mean... he should know about this... especially after what happened to the two of you...
JIN: *shook his head* No need, he'll know about this right away.
ITSUKO: But...
JIN: *held Itsuko's hand* Don't worry about him babe... all you have to do is to worry about me and your studies. *smiled*
ITSUKO: Well, if you say so... *smiled as well*
At the park where Kazuya and Yamapi was. Kazuya finally decided to tell Yamapi EVERYTHING.
YAMAPI: Don't worry Kazu, I understand and I promise to keep it between the two of us.
KAZUYA: Thanks Pi. I know you're the only one I can trust with this kind of complicated issue.
YAMAPI: No problem Kazu, I will always be here for you. *patted Kazuya's back*
KAZUYA: Yamapi, what should I do?
YAMAPI: This may be hard, no this will be hard for you Kazu... but all I can think of is you should distance yourself from Kamenashi-senpai.
KAZUYA: B-but?! That's insane!!! I can't do that! I've been with him all of my life!
YAMAPI: That's it Kazu, you've been with him. You shouldn't depend everything to him. Be strong enough to stand by yourself Kazu.
KAZUYA: But I love him... how can I avoid someone I love so much... and... he said he loves me too.
YAMAPI: If he loves you why is he with someone else not you?
KAZUYA: I... I don't know... but I know he was not lying to me. He loves me.
YAMAPI: Ok, let's say that he loves you. Kazu, look, your brother is matured enough to know what`s right from wrong. He probably realized that what you did last night was totally wrong and the feelings you have for each other as well. Kazuya, you know that there are same-sex relationships out there. But yours is different. You`re brothers Kazuya. It`s totally not allowed in our society.
KAZUYA: So you`re saying that I should stop loving him?
YAMAPI: NO! You can love him but only as your brother. But my point is, you to distance yourself from him or else you might get hurt more. As what I analyzed here, Kazu, he's trying to avoid you and forget his feelings about you because he knows it's wrong. He's protecting you from harm Kazu.
KAZUYA: *lowered his head* I... I don't know... give me time...
YAMAPI: Think about it Kazu... just whenever you need me give me a call.
KAZUYA: Thanks Pi, you're a true friend. *smiled*
Later that night Jin came home.
JIN: Tadaima!
MRS. KAMENASHI: Jin dear, welcome home. Where's your brother?
JIN: I don't know. I know he went home first.
MRS. KAMENASHI: That's strange this is the first time he went home later than you.
JIN: Don't worry about him, he's at 2nd year junior high now. He's probably hanging out with some of his friends.
KAZUYA: Tadaima!
MRS. KAMENASHI: Kazu, baby, welcome home.
JIN: You're late Kazu, that's unusual of you.
KAZUYA: I... I was with Pi... *looked down*
After their dinner. Kazuya was definitely quiet. Their mother and Jin noticed it. When Jin and Kazuya was about to sleep Jin decided to talk to Kazuya.
JIN: Kazu, is there something wrong?
KAZUYA: Betsuni. *arranging his bag*
JIN: Just tell me if you need something or so whatever.
KAZUYA: Do you really love me?
JIN: *stunned* I do Kazu... Damn it! Well, of course, you're my brother right?
KAZUYA: But... last night you told me... *approached Jin and grabbed his shirt*
JIN: Come on Kazu... that doesn't mean anything more than being a brother.
KAZUYA: You kissed me... *slowly reaching up for Jin's lips*
JIN: Kazu stop! *pushed Kazuya* What happened last night was nothing but an accident. Let's just forget about it. I'll be sleeping at the living room tonight. You should calm yourself down. *went out of the room*
KAZUYA: Onii...chan... *sat on Jin's bed* I love you...
[to be continued]
A/N: >_< I BEG YOU!!! DON'T HATE ITSUKO!!!! I SWEAR I LIKE HER!!! and if you're gonna hate Jin here, don't hurt him okies?! thanks!!!
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