Title: Cry - 5th Tear
Prompt Number: # 023 Cry
Author:
ayakanishi Rating: PG-13
Warnings: too many tears (so many lies, so much pain), girl!ueda
Summary: jin still loves tori and kazu still loves pi but they also both love each other
A/N: this is a bit similar to
gackt_jihaku 's one-shot, since it's based to only one real-life story, haha! everything that's in this color is what they are thinking.
Moments later, Jin went back to his own house. There he found Ueda's boyfriend, Ryo standing at his front door.
JIN: Ryo?
RYO: Yo! How are you?
JIN: Fine...
Jin went to the door, took his keys from his pocket and opened the door.
JIN: Come in...
RYO: Sure! *enters the house* by the way, I brought some Spaghetti with meatballs for you.
JIN: This is a house, not a hospital.
RYO: But I was just bringing you your favorite food, besides, Kazu-chan always brings you food.
JIN: It's Kazu not you...
RYO: Well.. is it bad for me to bring you foods?
JIN: I just feel like... I'm so weak... I have a leukemia, Kazu left me... Tori broke up with me... Ryo... what did I do for me to experience this pain? *sits down to the couch and cries*
RYO: Dude, everyone feels pain, everyone encounters obstacles in their life... all we have to do is face it, and get over it, Jin, you've already experienced dying... and I know that you learned to live you life to the fullest... but as I can see you're not.
JIN: Because Kazu's not goddamn here! She's my only reason to fight... to live... the promise I made kept me going...
RYO: Then fulfill your promise! Not just because she's gone you will cry in one corner like a baby and wait for yourself to die! Wake up dude! Kazu needs you, we all need you. You're our friend.
JIN: But why is everyone leaving me Ryo? First Tori, then Kazu... am I a bad boyfriend and a bad niichan?
RYO: It's not that you're bad... it's just, you're too numb and blind to see things Jin...
JIN: Just what the hell can't I see?!
RYO: You can't see, and you can't realize, that you're crazy in love with her...
JIN: Her? Who her?
RYO: To Kazuya Kamenashi...
JIN: To Kazu?
RYO: Tori broke up with you because of it, she kept on giving you hints for you to realize it, and most of all, Kazu didn't leave just because she wants to be alone, she also wants you to be alone so you can realize what you can't...for you to think, use your head even for this time only! I'm begging you!
JIN: Will you help me?
RYO: I'm only here to take good care of your physical health, but I can't help you about your emotional health, it's all up to you Jin.
JIN: Is that so? Just don't leave dude, that'll be a big help for me.
RYO: Sure dude, I'm here for you. *smiles*
Later on, Kazuya and Ueda arrived at Okinawa at lunch. They decided to eat lunch at the hotel where they were staying. After that, they went out to breath some fresh air. At the back of the hotel, they saw a swing for two people. they ran to that swing and sat beside each other.
UEDA: So, what do you think of Okinawa Kazu?
KAZU: It's great, I think I'll like it here.
UEDA: Good then, let's forget everything about Tokyo for now shall we?
KAZU: Un.
At dinner they ate at the same restaurant. Kazuya ordered a lasagna while Ueda ordered carbonara. After eating dinner they went up to their room and lied down on their beds. Later on, Ueda didn't realize that Kazuya was already in a deep slumber.
UEDA: Stop thinking about stuffs now Kazuya, you deserve to relax. *smiles*
The next day, Ueda brought Kazuya to a beach nearby and went swimming. They met some hot guys at the beach who were actually attracted to the both of them. But sadly, the weren't attracted to the guys. Since for ueda, Ryo was the hottest guuy on planet and Pi for Kazuya. Is it really Pi? Kazuya shook her head to erase whatever thoughts will enter head, she wants to forget about Tokyo for now.
KAZU: Ne Tat-chan, look at the sky, it's so clear and blue.
UEDA: Yeah...
KAZU: There's a sentence that always runs into my head everytime I look at the sky.
UEDA: What is is?
KAZU: That even if people are very far away from each other, we are still unter the same blue sky.
UEDA: Yeah, you're right about that... Kazu, promise me one thing.
KAZU: Nani?
UEDA: While we're here in Okinawa, don't you ever mention Jin, okay?
KAZU: *nods* yakusoku.
Two weeks passed. Jin go weaker as day passes to his life without Kazuya. He didn't miss any meals, he didn't skip any of his medications, he wants Kazuya to be back. Thanks to Ryo who was always there to support him. Jin went to his doctor, the doctor said that his leukemia was bit by bit being cured by his medications. But it'll be cured faster if Jin will cheer up. So he tried to, Ryo helped him. They always go out and hang out with their friends. But everything Jin does reminds him of Kazuya. Kazuya was always there for him, everytime he needs her, she's there. But now, she's not. Three days passed by, Jin got weaker and Ryo's getting bored watching Jin all day that he forgot about what Ueda told him not to say anything to Jin about their whereabouts.
RYO: Mou~~~ I'm bored, I wanna go to Okinawa!
JIN: What's in Okinawa?
RYO: Who else?! Tat-cha---- *covers his mouth* I should not have said that! I'm so dead.
JIN: What did you say? Tatsuya is in Okinawa? Kazu's with her, it means Kazu's in Okinawa!
Jin's energy came back in an instant. He quickly took his bag and pack his things of course with his medicines, Kazuya's gonna kill him if he forget about it. He took his wallet from his drawer put it in his pocket and ran out of his house. Of course Ryo ran after him.
RYO: OI! where are you going?!
JIN: Where else?! I'm going to Okinawa! I'm going to tell her that I love her!
RYO: Wait! I'm coming with you!
In Okinawa. Kazuya decided to turn her mobile on to check for some messages. She got 30 messages all from the same person, Jin, and five from Pi. Later on, her phone rang, it was Pi who's calling.
KAZU: PI!? Thank goodness you called!
PI: Sorry for not contacting you for more than a month Kazu... I'm really sorry.
KAZU: It's okay, I know you're busy.
PI: Kazu... I miss you so much... I miss you babe.
KAZU: *blushes* I... I miss you too Pi. I've been waiting for your call all this time.
PI: I can't really promise if I can contact you often...
KAZU: I understand Pi, don't worry about it...
PI: I love you so much Kazu... I really really love you.
KAZU: *chuckles* I love you too Pi...
PI: What's so funny babe?
KAZU: It's just, I feel that you're being anxious about me, you're even calling me sweet names now.
PI: Come on Kazu, I damn miss you so much!
KAZU: I hope we can see each other again Pi.
PI: Yeah, I miss your kiss already... I miss everything about you.
KAZU: Me too.
PI: Sorry Kazu, I need to go now, I'll call you whenever I can, love you.
After her talk with Pi. Kazuya was very happy, EXTREMELY happy, yes she still loves Pi. But not with all her heart anymore, cause some stole half of her heart. She jumped into her bed and turned her phone off.
It was already dinner time when Jin and Ryo arrived at Okinawa. They headed straight to the hotel where Kazuya and Ueda were staying.
JIN: Ryo, are you sure they're here?
RYO: Yeah, this is the hotel Tat-chan told me.
The two went to the receptionist and booked a room for the both of them. While walking to their room, they saw Ueda.
JIN: Tatsuya! Yo!
UEDA: J-jin?! What are you doing here? *gives a death glare to Ryo*
JIN: Well, you see, I got bored, so I asked Ryo to come here in Okinawa to get some fresh air. I didn't know that you're also here. Fate isn't it? Is Kazu with you? Where is she?
UEDA: So this poison tongue didn't say anything weird to you?
JIN: Weird? Naa... it's all my idea to come here, don't change the topic Tat-chan, where's Kazu?
UEDA: Ermmm....
JIN: Please... *puppy eyes*
UEDA: *sighed* room 304
JIN: WAH! our room is 305!!! Sugoi! Ryo, let's go to our room. :D
RYO: Na, you go first, I need to talk with my baby here.
JIN: Sure sure.
Jin quickly went to their room and arranged their stuffs. After arranging it he quickly knocked to room 304.
JIN: Room service!
[to be continued]
music: No Matter Matter - KAT-TUN
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A/N: I was curious if you want me to tell you the whole story of this fic according to the true-lfe story where it was based, or you want me to keep some things hidden, cause I want another author to post this fic for me as a request, but if my readers will ask for more, I might consider posting the whole story.