Title: Cry - 3rd Tear
Prompt Number: # 023 Cry
Author:
ayakanishi Rating: PG-13
Warnings: too many tears (so many lies, so much pain), girl!ueda
Summary: jin still loves tori and kazu still loves pi but they also both love each other
A/N: this is a bit similar to
gackt_jihaku 's one-shot, since it's based to only one real-life story, haha! everything that's in this color is what they are thinking.
It's been a month since Pi left, three weeks since Kazuya felt so miserable about it. Kazuya actually became fragile about it. She's always in the brink of crying, so Jin's always there to cheer her up. Jin went to her house and he found her in her bedroom still lying on the bed.
JIN: Kazu, wake up! It's 11 in the morning! I brought you your favorite tempura.
KAZU: nnn....
JIN: Kazu, niichan's gonna be mad if you won't get out of that stupid bed.
KAZU: mou~~~ *gets up with her messy hair* I still don't feel like waking up okay?! I haven't got any messages or calls from Pi for two weeks now!
JIN: Sou ka... don't worry about him, he's just fine, okay? I'm sure he's just busy, you know him.
KAZU: Demo...
JIN: Come on Kazu! Where's the positive Kazu that I know? The Kazu who changed the stupid me to this?
KAZU: She's not here, you're at the wrong house. *laid back on her bed and covers herself with blanket*
Jin sighed. He decided to hop into the bed with Kazuya.
JIN: Then I'll just eat this yummy tempura ALL BY MY SELF.
Kazuya suddenly sat down and grabbed the box of tempura Jin was holding.
JIN: Hey! That's my tempura!
KAZU: You told me that you brought this for me. *started to eat the tempura*
JIN: jeez Kazu, you sure are a tempura girl. *scratches head* so, wanna go outside today?
KAZU: ur... *mouth is full*
JIN: What?
KAZU: *swallowed the tempura* I said sure. So, where do you want to go?
JIN: Anywhere you want.
KAZU: I just want somewhere relaxing, where I'll forget about Pi. Even for just a day.
JIN: *smiles* How about we go to an amusement park?
KAZU: Sure! I want to go the Sanrioland...
(aya says: I just made up the name, since I forgot the name of the sanrio land in tokyo, all i could remember is the one in oita)
JIN: Don't tell me you want stuffed toys again?
KAZU: Come on niichan, you know how much I love stuffed toys...
JIN: Fine fine, I'll get you at 2 okay? Get ready.
Like what they had decided, they met at 2 and went straight to Sanrioland. Since Jin was the guy, it was him who paid all the expenses. But Kazuya paid him back by making a box of cupcakes for him. It was already 6pm when they decided to go to a beach to watch the sinset.
KAZU: I know you don't like chocolate and sweets, so I put Vanilla as the toppings.
JIN: But how about you? You love chocolates right?
KAZU: Don't worry about me, you've already done so much for me today. *smiles*
JIN: *looks around and found an ince cream truck* ah, I know.
Jin stood up and went to the ice cream truck.
KAZU: are?
Moments later, Jin came back with a popsicle in his hand.
JIN: Here, I bought a chocolate flavored ice cream for you.
KAZU: Demo...
JIN: Don't you dare waste it, I'll get mad.
KAZU: *takes the ice cream* okay then.
JIN: Kazu, look *points at the sunset*
KAZU: *amazed* so pretty!
When they were on their way home. They encoutered an unexpected person. It was Tori.
TORI: Konbanwa, Jin, Kazu-chan. *smiles*
JIN: Tori... What's this feeling? I feel like thousand knives are stabbing my chest...
TORI: Hisashiiburi ne... how are you two doing? Seems like you went out for a date.
JIN: I-it's now a date Tori... we...we just hang out like we used.. t-to do...
TORI: Even if you say so, that's not what I can see. You, me, broke up. Pi, gone for London. Jin, can't you see it? It's the perfect time for you and Kazu.-chan.
JIN: What do you mean?
TORI: You'll know.
Tori left the two of them puzzled.
KAZU: Could it be, she's saying that... I'm in love with niichan and vice versa? Impossible!
JIN: Is Tori saying that... Kazu and us should be together? Kazu... do you think, is there a way for you to forget about Pi?
KAZU: *Shakes her head* I don't think so niichan.
JIN: Is that so? Saa... let's go, I'll walk you home *smiles*
Later that night, Jin was having hard time going to sleep thinking about what Tori just said.
JIN: Do I love Kazu? *looks at their picture* Is it possible that I actually fell in love with her? But I still do love Tori. But what's this feeling that I feel for Kazu? Is it just love because I treat her as my imouto or it's the love in a romantic way?
The next day, Jin didn't get any sleep sp his head started to ache. Kazuya decided to pay him a visit to bring him some cake she made last night.
KAZU: Niichan!? I'm going to come in okay?
Kazuya went straight to the kitchen so she can put the cake in the fridge. After that she looked for Jin and she found Jin lying on the ground of his restroom.
KAZU: Niichan!
An hour later, Kazuya was talking to Jin's doctor in the hospital while Jin was currently sleeping.
KAZU: Sensei, what's wrong with niichan?
DOCTOR: Well, Kamenashi-san... *wipes forehead* I'm sad to say but... seems like Akanishi-san's leukemia went back.
KAZU: What?! I thought it's already cured?! It was Tori who helped him!
DOCTOR: Yes it was cured. But it came back. We don't know the reason why. There's still nothing to worry about that much, his leukemia is still in its first stage, so it can be easily cured or it'll be cured by itself.
KAZU: Is that so? What's the percentage of him being cured?
DOCTOR: About 80%.
KAZU: That's good then... I have to go now sensei, shitsurei shimasu *bows and leave*
It's been a month since they found out about Jin's leukemia. Kazuya noticed that Jin's always pale-colored. But she believes in him, she knew that Jin will keep his promise to live. Jin will stay alive.
KAZU: Niichan, you promised me right?
JIN: Promised you what?
KAZU: That you won't die.
JIN: Yeah, I did.
KAZU: You'll keep it right?
JIN: Of course I wll try my best to keep it. Demo... Kazu, what if actually, I only have three months to live in this world?
KAZU: Niichan, what are you talking about?
JIN: Just answer that question Kazu.
KAZU: What's this feeling? Why do I feel so much pain? It's even more painful when I learned that Pi's going to leave us. Why? Is Pi still the one that my heart has in it? Or Niichan's already in it? Do they share my heart? What?! I... I don't know...
JIN: Sou ka...
KAZU: Niichan, what will you do if I say that... I love you?
[to be continued]
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