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[awkwardgrace]

i let go.

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[alegatoromance]

april. this is emily and this is my new livejournal.

hopes and dreams

[matthewyryan]

Well im holding on! I miss you so much and i know you dont check this. April i love you and i miss you so much. I wish everything didnt happen so crazy. I think sometimes you know that it wasnt fair to me. You have been so insecure our whole life about things and girls. Everytime i see you and you back away, it kills so bad. You are fighting coming back to me because you think the single life is so wonderful. You know deep down april that my love for you is so strong and that you know you should be with me and not away. When you recieve this someday, i want you to see how much i loved you. Christmas is coming and i miss you and i want to spend it with you, both of our families. You are so beautiful, i dont even think im supposed to be thinking about you now. But i cant help it. I know your tired of me. I know im a mess up no patronizing attached. Ive been through a huge talk with pastor Ben and He said "Matt, i want to see you and April have a house with a white picket fence and 5 kids, ha ha ha" Im typing this free to you cause i