today i went into the city with alex to go for 2 interviews. i got both of the positions but the problem is that they are both unpaid with chances of being moved up to a paying position. i dont know what i should do. i feel like maybe i chose the wrong career, or i was just naieve in thinking that i would be able to get a job so quickly ( Read more... )

tonight is my last night living at the beautiful lake place. i will miss it greatly. the back stairs that smell like the house is rotting away. the kids waking stacy up playing basketball. blasting michael bolton "how can we be lovers if we cant be friends" at 3am. walking to rudys. the 3 of us on caits futonbed.


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i don't go to college anymore.

i just read someones lj name and it was something about potatos. and it reminded me that in my dream i was trying to make mashed potatoes with my mom...and we started mashing them but realized that we left the skin on and that it wasnt worth it to try to take it off at that point. and also in another bowl there were circular potatoes and for some ( Read more... )

days are getting longer and sleeves are getting shorter. in a month i will be done with college. after that i dont know what iam doing. at all. i want to stay in connecticut because every one that i adore is here [besides my mom]. but i dont want to be at urban for the summer. i want to have a life and be outside and have a last summer of freedom ( Read more... )

Spring is finally here, and iam convinced that tomorrow the world is excited because of Say Anything coming to school. The spring concert is always an amazing time with my friends and i can't wait to sing, dance and be absurd with them ( Read more... )

paul and i went to boston yesterday. i still dont know how to make an lj cut, i apologize in advance.


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Something needs to happen soon.
Something needs to change soon.
Something needs to something soon.
Something needs to be warmer soon.
Something needs to be clearer soon.
Something needs to give soon.
Something needs to something soon.

cause if it doesn't, i'll have to make it.
soon.

Sporkentine's Day ( Read more... )

today my nose is filled with lots of boogers. i asked paul to suck them out of my nose for me and he said no. then i made the analogy of that if he had gotten bitten by a poisonous snake and needed the venom sucked out, i would do it for him...so he should just suck the snot outa my face. he said no still. i guess i can't win em all.

found out that ( Read more... )