Damn it was off the hook...... I went to the club and danced my ass off... you know the usual and it was Crazy !!!! well, there's a lot i gotta speak on cuz it's been a long one since i updated so here goes erry ting ( Read more... )

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Sorry it's been so long but you know how shit goes.. i really dun talk to a lot of people on here so I kina fell off.um yea... please excuse the last journal if ya read it. the same day things were patched up and everything has been cool since but anyways. i really dunno what to say.. every ones' off doing them so i thought and still think i'll do ( Read more... )

Pain and hurt ... the usual. how is it that it can never work out for me ... I'll let it go.. it hurts though... I seen it comin but i couldn't stop it.. so now here's the pain i feel again.When will I be able to be and stay happy.It's hard to console some one that hurts you even though they're hurt too.Only one can stand on top.She wins.... and ( Read more... )

Relation ships is coo..Especially when erry thing is cool.Even though it's been a week it's been wild cuz i kick with her all the time and i barely care about any thing.. i do care about erry body and friends and shit but i'm more into her and everything we do.we kick and hang out and she shows that love that she do. I caint get enough of it. I'm a ( Read more... )

It feels good and i gotta say it has been the brightest of my days.I think i found it all.. Happiness is here... for how ever long it's here let me hold on to it..It's funny what a lil alcohol and a person who wants to ruin you can do to you..well let me take that back..I won though..I waited untill she was ready and now i have her..We have fun and ( Read more... )

So um yea.I turned 19 today.... hooray for me.What a day it's been and i'm not done yet.I still have a 7:30 to 10:30 practice 4 west side story.I'm wore out from some ... you know .... activities that are sexual.... detail you'll need to talk to me on a 1 on 1 note.Some people have called and said happy birthday but the ones i'd expect haven't.... ( Read more... )

Yesturday I was watching a movie and it happen. Tears fell and I cried.It was one of those things that wouldn't fade away for the fact that it's all balled up inside me and it's a battle I feel I'm losing.I don't really feel any anger or much but I am in serious need of understanding ( Read more... )

I tried really hard to be some one that people that every one can be proud of.I'm so tired of working to make others happy.I need some thing new.I need to find that love that's unconditional in people I'm around.People don't have it any more.They're too worried about others and what they think and this is just too much for me.I try to work my ass ( Read more... )

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